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Hey! I'm a 25 yo guy from Europe and I believe I'm addicted to masturbation.
I've been trying to quit but I just keep relapsing. It's very easy to get triggered, social media is full of hot girls showing off their bodies.
The problem is, when I start masturbating I can't help but edge for hours and goon myself dumb. Being flooded with pleasure and feeling my brain shutting off, not thinking about anything, is such an intense and addictive feeling.
Also, even though I always identified as straight, gooning has made me search for stronger and stronger stimuli, and I ended up showing off online for strangers to watch. And it is also so addictive! I love the attention, both from men and women. I love knowing that they are getting off to my body and reading all the dirty things they want to do to me. It makes me feel so sexy, so wanted, so slutty!
So, if anyone wanted to take control over me, to make me an obedient, brainless slut who will do everything to please them, all they would have to do is to make sure I'm constantly getting triggered, that I don't get a break, that I'm horny at all times. Feed into my addiction and make me fall deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole.
Sounds fun? ;)
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