i never seem to do anything right. i am under performing, baseless, generally average physically and intellectually. i want to be a positive submissive. i want to feel safe in giving myself. i want to be able to share my darkness with someone who is okay with where i am. i don't want to be a burden. i have a lot to give when i can give it, and i am trying my best to be the prettiest and healthiest version of myself. but i lack direction and it's hard to fully submit.
recently at an after party for a tech event, an investor who i was pitching interrupted, "has anyone said how innocent and bright your eyes are? you just seem so curious about the world--" and in another context, i probably would have loved that. but i don't want my submissiveness to be so apparent. i want to be strong, resilient, antifragile. can you help build me up instead of tearing me down? are you a sub in a similar situation and want a friend?
if you're gentle and interested in conversation, message me.
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