Hi,
I'm pretty normal on the outside but a really weird degenerate loser on the inside. I've been craving a dynamic with someone I can just be my degenerate self with and not pretend I'm not a total loser.

My biggest kinks are:

• Unfair or even toxic dynamics(narcissistic traits are attractive af)
• Being treated as a total inferior
• Fulfilling weird kinks or fantasies
• Premature ejaculation encouragement/training(I can't last more than 20 seconds fucking a fleshlight even 😭)
• Escalating control/power exchange(all forms of control like, orgasm control, chastity, porn control, leisure time control, hygiene routine control, exercise/gym routine control, diet control, wardrobe, etc)
• Slow burn transformations/training over time
• Gooning and orgasm denial
• Feet(particularly painted toes, nice pedicures, and hot shoes)
• Objectification or being treated like an animal
• Cum play(especially focused on building bigger loads through various means like supplements, healthy diet/exercise, orgasm restrictions, teasing/edging)
• Toys
  

Non-kinky me:
I work a normal 9-5 and work from home most of the time. I very rarely go out aside from normal errands and the gym. I'm 6'1, in decent shape, nerdy, shy, submissive, obedient, low self esteem. I'm talkative and love to chat. I love video games, documentaries, ASMR, watching streams, and occasionally reading.
As weird as I am, I'm mentally/emotionally stable. I like who I am and am generally happy. I just love being able to feel like a loser/degenerate without being encouraged to not feel that way like most "normal" people would.. if that makes sense?
I'll never treat you with disrespect, treat you like a kink dispenser, waste your time, or be ungrateful in general. I'm usually pretty clingy but HATE being an annoyance so will quickly correct any behavior you want me to.
If you think we'd be a good fit I'd love to chat and see where it goes! Shoot me a message or chat :)