Hello to anyone reading this ^^
I'll start with a little bit about myself. I am xenogender trans masc (he/xe/fae/it), 18 (or 0-2 while regressed) and queer! I am a huge weeb from all things of anime to dnd. I love books/reading, photography and spelunking. I am a student so my schedule can get busy sadly but I will always reply when I can. I have a very strange sleep schedules so I don't mind big time differences, though I would love to have someone close by (EST, Canadian). I live for coffee/monster, cats, coffee and have a fascination for sea life and murder/forensics. I adore music and autumn/spooky season and couldn't be more excited. I dream of a simple life, in a little cottage home, filled with books, cats and a little garden, where you can cozy up by a fireplace, cuddling and watching movies.
I am demi-romantic so I do hold a strong need for creating a connection, and hope for someone to be a best friend and partner in one. I dream of being able to go on adventures but also just be there in the moment and enjoy one's company. Furthermore, I am also asexual, but do not be fooled as I also have a kinky side, but more of that later. When I love someone, they become the most beautiful person to me because of that love I have for them, so even if I do not find hold the idea that someone is 'hot', trust when I say that in my eyes you will be the most beautiful person alive. I dream of someone who can make me feel safe with them, who is honest, trustworthy, loyal, loving and will communicate. Communication is VERY important to me.
On to a slightly more serious note: I am a neurodivergent and a very mentally ill individual. I can also be classified as disabled. I struggle with scoliosis, chronic pain and muscle tension, and ligament/join issues, so moving around can be hard. I have a few braces and often visit the chiropractor just to be able to continue moving. I am autistic, and have adhd, ocd, anxiety, depression, c-ptsd, and struggle with suicidal ideation/sh, separation anxiety, abandonment issues and an eating disorder. However, I am currently in therapy these things are very trivial to my life, which is why communicating, I hold dear and why my little side is such a big part of who I am.
Now onto a little more about smol me! My littlespace is mainly how I cope, therefore it can be very vulnerable, and is hugely apart of who I am. It is not sexual, however I do have more of a sub space with can fall more under cg/l along with a d/s relationship. Due to how young my headspace is I tend to be very clingy and dependant. I wear diapers, drink from bottles, love naps, cartoons, colouring and sensory toys. I am a HUGE cuddle bug and would love to just be held and coddled all day if I could. I love being rocked and pat on the butt while padded as they were huge comforts to me. I have a giant collection of stuffies and can guarantee there will be more to come. Blocks, stuffie snuggles, pacis, and sensory toys or those stackable rings are my favourites. I tend to get more little when I'm sleepy, excited or stressed, most often my regression being involuntary.
Not really sure what else to say. If you took time to read through all of this, thank you and have a wonderful day. Feel free to pm me with a little about you and a picture of a cat (bonus points if its yours) to be friends or if you're looking for a little one. Buh bai for now <3