Looking for friendship to express my perverted and sadistic nature with. I'm not necessarily looking for a relationship, but if we like each other and one develops, that'd be great.

About me: I often take on many roles in my sexual expressions. Sometimes I act as a woman, other times a man; my gender is fluid in identity, though I do appear male IRL. I have strong opinions and an even stronger sense of self and identity. Though most of my expressions are internal and not external. If you live near me or might move into the area, or I relocate one day, I would love to be more externally expressive in my sexuality and gender.

I am very emotional to the point I become emotionally numb to many things. If this doesn't make sense, I'll explain it like this: I love dogs—the loving loyalty of dogs makes me incredibly happy. But on the other hand, I can turn off all empathy for something without hesitation. Like selective psychopathy in a way, or perhaps this is a sadistic trait?

Other things about me: I love learning and knowledge. Don't feel bad if you aren't 'intelligent'; I love mental manipulation, so that's actually a bonus.

I'm a huge pervert also, not really in a 'let me put my penis in you' kind of way, but in many different ways. I want to smell you, feel your heartbeat, taste your fluids, and much more. I also just generally like all sorts of perverse art and expression. I'm here for the taboos of humanity to be let loose in the most downright sinful ways, or hey, we can just talk about the color of your eyes while I jerk off.

Sometimes I feel like a genius when I stare into the light-littered void above and think to myself alone, pondering infinity and absolution. I feel the universe itself sparkle in me, a faint distant calling, like a beckoning of some ancient spirit within myself. In those moments, I am the center of reality, a god... other times I forget the word for bread and stumble trying to walk.

Anyway, the majority of who I am I want to leave vague right now; why spoil the fun? Do some work and get to know me. Just as I'd love to wrap my starving tongue around your brain and suck out all of its contents.

My role within a structured relationship? I don't see the reason to follow a strictly dominant/submissive dynamic. That's just not how my brain works. I'm a little guy, I don't see myself as 'dominant', but I am in charge, if that makes sense? We can discuss relationship dynamics as we get to know each other; they should be fluid, I believe.

Now, let's quickly discuss consent. As mentioned earlier, I'm quick to turn off any and all compassion and deal out all sorts of pain in the name of amusement and pleasure, but as soon as I turn the emotion back on, I'm going to feel what I've done. That said, it's important that we go through everything possible so that I can commit and not be disgusted afterward, and also so that you remain comfortable and enjoy the overall experience.

By the way, you can call me Zazzy, Amelia, or Tragic. Any of those work. I look forward to our blossoming and potentially weird friendship!