do you exist Fantasy girl?
I have this fantasy girl in mind. A good submissive female seeking to please me should fit this fantasy quite easily, I think, yet, she is proving impossible to find. Perhaps she doesn't exist.
She is: Intelligent, honest, sincere, passionate, open minded with me, able and capable aka has it together, has a deep seated need for me, knows she is submissive or is interested in exploring her submissive side with me, may or may not be skilled,
Her goal: to learn, discover, grow, become more, be fulfilled.
I am: Intelligent, honest, sincere, passionate, open minded with her, able and capable aka I have it together, I have a deep seated need for her, I know that I am Dominant, experienced, skilled and interested in teaching, training, conditioning, enjoying her, enjoying discovering her and exploring her.
My goal: to explore, discover, help her grow, take pleasure in maximizing her - making her into the best possible version of herself from my Dominant perspective. This includes enhancing her orgasms, maximizing her pleasures - the intensity, the duration, the frequency of her physical pleasures under my Control.
Typical, once we are beyond friendship and understand each other, past the initial days or weeks:
I come find her.
She is being submissive, such as on her bed, blindfolded, her choice of toys and items out (if any)
She is nude or in a t-shirt or bra and panties, her choice, under the sheet, fresh from the shower
We have been talking and texting and each have a clear idea of what may happen in these moments
We have been anticipating this moment, she hears me open the door and lock it behind me, then my footsteps
In the long pause she blushes knowing that I am standing still, LQQking at her, enjoying her profile under the sheet, and that her legs are clearly together
I remove the sheet from her in one tug, exposing her, smiling at her and somehow she feels my warm smile as I am well pleased with her
I sit on the edge of the bed or in the bedroom chair and scan her handwritten note, a list of her fantasy points for the moment, on the best of days it will only say "to please you"
She feels my hand softly caress her face then slide down to her neck, gripping her, claiming her, perhaps she says "Yes" perhaps she says more
She feels my mouth finding hers, kissing her as my hand grips her throat, claiming her again, and she welcomes me, opening her mouth to mind, inviting me into her
Eventually I move down, kissing her neck and then her breasts, tasting her, enjoying kissing her, memorizing her with my lips and tongue.
Slowly squeezing my grip on her throat tight for a few seconds, then releasing her. Then tying her wrists together or connecting the cuffs she already has on...restraining her hands and arms.
Stepping back and rolling her over, gripping her hips and pulling her up onto her knees for her spanking. Caressing each cheek with my open hand before giving it a soft smack. Alternating between cheeks, Each a little harder than the last. Until her cheeks are hot to my touch, and tingling stinging tingling for her
...snip.... skipping many of the best and most fun activities here, skipping forward two or three hours.......snip....
cuddling next to her as she lays face up on the bed, nude, throbbing with sensations from the past few hours, her body highly sensitive to any touch
I simply lay there, her body feeling mine next to hers as she feels the after-shocks, after-effects wash through her. Slowly embracing her and holding her. Nuzzling her neck. Kissing her mouth and claiming her. Eventually one hand moves lower and finds her mound, holding her there, claiming her with my strong, hot hand. Eventually, I speak softly to her in low tones, my mouth near her ear or on her neck, and speak my words to her while my fingertips slowly caress above and to each side of her clit. I encourage her to let go, relax, float, enjoy my loving touch. This goes on for an hour or longer, until she falls asleeep, exhausted, safe in my arms, a floating sleep, a deep sleep. From which she wakes, hours later, still in my embrace....uniquely refreshed and fulfilled.
Once more we talk about her progress, sharing and happy with what she has achieved through her hard work and efforts under my Control. Continuing to talk about the best possible version of her and how to make that the reality. In every area of her life, professionally / work, socially / family stuff, physically, sexually / in submission and of pleasure to me. Almost all of this time is talk about her but some may be talk about me as well.
Slowly returning to the usual reality, leaving the superbly precious time and space only we share.
She is refreshed and renewed, a better version of herself and much better able to live her life, As am I.