Hi, I want a real relationship where we get along and talk and also have fun kinky compatibility. I also would like this to be not exclusive, especially online. I like talking to multiple people. I would just prefer we draw the line at in person, like anything goes online but in person we’d talk about that and figure it out case by case. Also, also I'm fine with online or in person, in fact I prefer starting online.

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Kink stuff:

- I like daddy doms, love being called a good girl

- I like being forced in a Stockholm Syndrome direction. I want to feel so safe with someone that my guard is down and I feel weak. And in the end I want to crawl into their arms and have them kiss me and reassure me till I feel safe.

- I love the idea of rough “sex” with your hands on my neck.

- I don't like being ordered, I prefer being made to do it psychically.

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Me stuff:

I'm shy but pretty nice. I kinda need someone to break down the outer layers and then bingo bango, were all good! I like cartoons like bojack horseman, over the garden wall, gravity falls, steven universe, animals which was on hbo, adventure time (I just started watching Fionna and Cake and it’s looking pretty good!) Honestly that list could go on and on but I’ll hold myself back. I’m just starting to watch anime so my list is going to be pretty basic but I’ve liked Promised Neverland, Death Note, Rent-a-Girlfriend, and Spy x Family. As far as entertainment goes I like sad stuff that makes me question life. I like logging into ACNH when I’m feeling sad and just sitting in my villagers house. Been playing the Sims 4 alot… well playing is a stretch I’ve been downloading custom content and mods, I just really like the feeling of downloading stuff, lol.

I’m a college student, a psych major. I really enjoy learning about psychology but when it comes to what I’m going to do with my career afterward I’m kinda lost, maybe I’ll get a masters in Archival studies. I get stressed a lot, I’ve got some issues with depression, anxiety, low self esteem, all that fun stuff. So someone who’s not going to be annoyed repeating to me over and over again that they do actually like me would be good.

I’m a caring person once you get to know me, I want something real. Not just sex. I really like the kinky stuff. It's a huge part of what makes me attracted to someone, but honestly I’m a virgin and I’m not ready to not be. I love the dd/lg dynamic, it feels so warm and right. But I have alot of religious guilt that makes it impossible for me to take that step right now. I’ve done stuff online, but I’d only want to do clothed stuff so that I’m good when it comes to background checks for future jobs (I also don't like just sending pictures/camming with my face cropped out, idk it just isnt me) .

My appearance

- Short 5ft

- Black (I don’t like raceplay, so don’t call me the n word, ebony queen. Don’t ask me if I like big white cock. Just pretend I’m a normal person and talk to me like that)

- Bigger boobs 34g

- Not skinny, kinda just average

- I wear glasses

- Hopefully not disappointing?!?

The right person stuff:

- Someone I can go to when I feel sad, happy, horny, or whatever.

- Someone who doesn't need to have in person sex because I've so much religious guilt that I might never lose my virginity.

- Someone willing to just message or cam all night long just to have company, sexual or not.

- Someone more dominant I can't manage to get rid of the fiend in me.

- Someone who isn't annoyed by my ranting and word dumping.

- Someone who also rants and word dumps.

- Some who thinks about psychology and whether or not Nintendo gave us kneecaps in New Horizons so that Tom Nook could break them when you're late on your payments (aka someone I can talk to about non sexual topics too).

- It would also be cool if you were close to my age, like 20-35, but if you're the right person that's not a must.

- Someone who can take the lead and kinda hold me down, mentally and physically. Espically in the beginning, sometimes I'll get in my head and overthink what I said and then be afraid of continuting things.

- Someone caring and patient

- Someone who doesn't get jealous in a scary way, and has the self confidence to talk about it or even have a bit of fun with telling me what to do in front of people.

- Someone able to communicate their thoughts, feelings, disappointments, etc.

Maybe you who knows?

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Last stuffs:

I want to be happy and feel safe and I want to trust you, and I want to do the same for you. That’s really what all this stuff comes down to for me. Once we have that the doors really open up. I know this post has been kind of all about me, but I’m not like that once the foundation is set. I’m someone really caring who is there for people she cares about. If my word salad, or even just the feeling of what I was saying resonated with you, message me, maybe we'll work out! (:

And I know I’ve been really wordy but I think this thing I wrote describes the feeling of what I want. So last thing, I promise:

My idea of a fairytale is... well it's mine.

A shy overwhelmed maiden, a strong leading man who knows what he wants. And he wants her, he wants me. He sees through the forest for the trees, and he loves what he sees. He loves it so much that he needs it, it is more important than anything, and he'll do anything necessary to get it. He knows the maiden, knows she'll be too afraid to take the leap. So through a poisoned apple, a drink with an added kick, or a perfumated napkin he makes the leap for her. While she's in her slumber he holds her close to him thinking about how beautiful she is, how sweet, his good girl. He'll do anything to keep her safe even from herself.

He brings her back to the castle, in the land of far far away, no one close enough to bother the soulmates. He prepared all her favorites for her arrival, dvd's of Over the Garden Wall, smutty books like Consequences by Aletha Roming, Catcher In the Rye. He made a home, soft blankets, fuzzy rugs, everything they could ever need. He places his princess on the bed, tucks her in and sits down in the chair next to the bed to watch over her until she's ready.

When she wakes up she's first overwhelmed by the loving feeling surrounding her. But that only lasts a second until she comes to. With blood pounding in her ears she runs to the door or at least she tries to. He steps in, so much faster, so much bigger, so much stronger and yet he doesnt hurt her. Instead he caresses her face. And when she starts to cry he kisses the tears away. Her entire being is at war with itself. She is logically terrified and yet emotionally she feels more at peace than ever before. She's frozen. He takes her into his arms, whispering sweet nothings into her ears while he carries her back to bed. When she finally stops crying he gets up and leaves locking the door behind him. She knows she should get up and look for an exit, scream for help, do something, do anything! But she's so tired

He comes back with breakfast only to find his sweet angel passed out in bed. He knows he has to be patient, that he can't overwhelm her, that they have the rest of their lives ahead of them but he can't help himself. He cuddles up against her and wraps her in his arms and whispers "fuck baby girl, daddys gonna take such good care of you. I know I have to show you but we are going to be perfect together I promise. I am never letting you go. Okay, sweetie? your mine, forever and always. and i'm yours, i'm all yours baby"

If you read all of my post, I’m sorry and thank you.