If you respond to me and you haven't read the whole post, I will be able to tell, and I won't respond. I'm not here to get you off for a night and leave. If you respond, you have to follow all of the guidelines at the end or I won't respond. That simple.

If you're here, I sincerely doubt that you could be anything but troubled. People looking for healthy and fulfilling dynamics rarely respond to my posts. But that doesn't mean you don't want that. That you can't see yourself getting into something that could change you for good. But you need help before you can do that. Before you can be happy.

At the end of the day, you aren't happy if you're looking here. You're desperate. How many days or, more likely than not, nights have you scrolled on the nsfw side of Reddit? Searching for someone to talk to. A distraction. An ounce of pleasure. How many accounts have you deleted telling yourself you wouldn't come back? Telling yourself that you need to stop and get better.

You have a vice. An impulse. You tell yourself you can stop any time you want. Any time if you really needed to. Yet you're here, reading this word for word. Trying not to see your reflection in the dark spots between the words. You get hooked so easily and it becomes a compulsion. An addiction.

You don't want to really be here. You wish you could sleep or focus on other things but you can't. You tell yourself that you're choosing this path, that you're choosing to submit to your urges because you have control. But you don't. You never did. And because of it, your needs have only gotten worse.

How many subreddits have you joined that you wish didn't turn you on the way they do? How many have you forgotten about because they aren't as intense as what you need to get off anymore? How many will you join because your kinks get ever darker the more you stay on Reddit?

You need control. Control you don't know you've lost. Control you need to relearn before you can even implement it. But you don't want that. Your wants are different. You want to be made worse. You want to fulfill the void in your soul by filling it with the pleasure only another person can give. You want to be broken down and rebuilt.

Odds are you already know you want to respond and I spoke to a part of you that is dying to send a Chat. But you should know a few things first.

This in essence is therapy, and I don't think you're really here to get better. If you wanted that, you'd see a real therapist. What you want from me, is the psychological arousal that is incredibly hard to find on Reddit. You want someone to use your trauma against you to make you submit and turn into your true self. The one you pretend you aren't during the day.

What I want is a conversation. To hear about you. To find out things you wouldn't tell another person in your life. To tell you why you think the way you do and why you are the way you are. And especially to use that against you. Manipulation, gaslighting, and psychological abuse is all you will find here. Honesty, openness, and transparency are all I require from you. It isn't good if you lie, it won't feel as real as it can be. And you never lie to your therapist.

If you have made it this far you're interested in applying for therapy. You understand the risks and I don't have time to run over a list of my successes. If you want to respond you must include the following things in your application: -Name to refer to you by. -Age -Timezone -Why you feel you want therapy -Your most browsed Nsfw subreddit, that isn't the one you responded from

Be interesting, respond clearly, don't have too many typos. I get more responses than I can reply to, or want to reply to for that matter. Spaces are filling up, don't make yourself regret an experience of a lifetime by hesitating.