A blissful life as someone's plaything.

I will turn you into a desperate, denied, needy little goth plaything who is happy to serve and be used. I'll help improve every aspect of your life, all while degrading and humiliating you in all the ways that make you feel cared for. I'll keep you on task while working, and keep you needy and desperate when you are not. I will reward you greatly for your successes, and punish you when you step out of line. I want to be strict, but caring and doting. I want to be able to form a romantic relationship from this eventually, so I am very serious about my search. Sex will be a large component of this relationship, but I don't intend to jump right in and start playing with someone new immediately. I plan to take my time getting to know you before beginning full sessions, but I will likely give you sexual tasks and such to see if what I have in mind will work for you.

I realize how much I am expecting here; I will keep you denied for weeks or months so that you are desperate to have me. I will change the way you dress and maybe a bit of the way you act. I will have you spend time with me doing the things I enjoy. But I'll spend time in your world too. I want to learn about what makes you special as a person. I'll be a rock at your foundation when times get hard. I'll be a shoulder for you to lean on that you know you can always depend on for support. So I am not just expecting you to give it all to me for nothing

About me: I'm a 31 year old Caucasian male, 5'7, higher end of the average weight. I have long brown hair that goes down to the middle of my back, a mustache and beard. Polyamorous, atheist, and both are pretty important to me. I will not do monogamy and while I'm fine with any religion, your beliefs would have to be a good match for mine aside from believing in a diety. I eat fairly healthy and try to keep it that way. I am currently partially disabled, and because of this even if you are close by, things will have to stay primarily online. It is also extremely limiting financially. These things may change in the future, but for now the assumption should remain that this will be an online thing. I have diagnosed ADD, anxiety, and depression. The anxiety and depression are for the most part under control, the ADD is still a bit hit or miss but I can usually function. I am a night owl, and I'm happiest as a night owl. I usually sleep between 3-6 AM EST, but I can sleep as early as 2 AM without affecting my mental health much if you are in a time zone where that would be better.

My interests: As my name suggests, I am an artist. My primary hobby is and always will be gaming, it is very important to me and I hope to find someone who is also a gamer. My favorite game, despite only owning it to a short while, is Space Engineers, and the reason I mention this is because I am really hoping to find someone who will play this with me often and won't get easily bored of it. As I'm sure you can imagine, my favorite genres are Sci-fi and fantasy, without really a lean towards either when it comes to most media. I dabble in a lot of other hobbies from time to time, but they usually don't stick around for long once I get past the hyperfixation.

About you: A woman of any ethnicity, somewhere between the ages of 24-40. Anywhere from skinny to slightly above average weight. Any height is good; I have a kink for dominating a taller woman who looks like she could kill me and an equally strong kink for completely overwhelming a shorter woman and showing her how tiny she is. Physically I enjoy a lot of different body types, but some features I am especially attracted to are small boobs (A cup to B cup) and thighs of all sorts, especially in thigh high socks that may be a bit too small. I genuinely have no genital preference, in fact I enjoy and admire all types.

Gothification, ownership, chastity/denial, orgasm torture(exceptions to be made for any physical incapability to do this), and outfit control are all non negotiables for this dynamic. They're the five primary ones that drive me as a dominant, and for a dynamic like this I'm unwilling to compromise on them. Of course we will ease into everything as we get to know each other, but you must be okay with these five as the end result.

Bonuses if you are a gamer, a Sci-fi nerd, an artist, or any combination of those as we will have a lot to talk about. If you're already goth, that's great, but it's not a requirement because you will be before long ;)

Limits: Serious harm or injury, things involving unconsenting individuals, age play, animals (including furry), blood, toilet (watersports have some very strict exceptions) , fattening, most illegal things, cheating (this is a very big one, there are NO circumstances where I would entertain someone trying to be unfaithful to their partner(s))

A dynamic like this is a big task that will take a lot of time, effort, and trust to build. I don't expect to form a bond like this overnight, but I am excited to find the person I am looking for, and hopefully to be the person you are looking for. If everything you just read sounds like a dream come true, don't be shy and drop me a message!