Oh boy, here we go again. I can’t tell you why, but all my adult life -and subsequently BDSM life-, I have spent serial monogamising with broken women. Maybe they are just my type, who knows.
Women who have suffered through extreme hardships or abusive partners, perhaps both and they are just a mess to the point that they are unable or hardly able to function or are just faking a veneer of normalcy on top of the broken convoluted mess that they are.
So I have a bit of a helper complex, that much is true, but make no mistake, I’m not actually a nice guy. I’m a totally obsessive control freak to the absolute Nth degree and thoroughly perverted and yeah maybe a bit sadistic as well.
It just happens to work out relatively neatly that when I take charge of a new broken toy, with my taking control of her and her affairs, thus getting my needs met, that can also work for her while we work past her trauma and dysfunction and give her time to heal and give her existence some meaning and purpose through her service to me.
Then invariably, she realises that my control needs are at an unhealthy level for normal people and that for the next stage in her healing process her submissive and sexual involvement with me would be counter productive. So not being a total monster, I let her go and wish her well.
Or she just can’t get over the fact that I am double her age and she doesn’t want people to think that I’m her dad. Darn. But it happens, time to move on to another broken toy in need of a toy medic.
So if you sound like my type, consider yourself broken or damaged, do get in touch and let’s see where it leads.
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