Hi, I'm 37. I'm in equal relationships right now, but I feel like it's suffocating me, it's all complicated at this moment and nearing it's end. For quite a few years I feel like I need to do/place/keep things my way, I need my house, my rules, my activities go my way. If something changes I can also change on the spot, because I will end things my way. Also I'm thinking of relocating to another country, right now I'm in Mongolia.

Whom I seek is absolutely loyal, absolutely obedient submissive girl (lets say it this way, but you know what I mean), whom I will instruct how to behave with me, dress for me, whom I will train, discipline, give tasks, orders.

I'm not a sugar daddy or generous sponsor. I'm not interested in taming brats, queens, etc. Keep that in mind.

I have a lot of things in mind that I want to try with you like different dildos, plugs, vibrators, restraints, edging, breath play, hair pulling, nipple/clit play, objectification, maybe degradation, outdoor activities and other stuff

You: normal or tinier body, distinct waist would be a good bonus, but not bigger than your heeps; breasts at least c, bigger - better; heeps in proportion to or less then breasts; height not more than 170cm; weight not more than 70-75kg (according to breast size); must like body hair; interest in anime, games, rock/symphonic metal music would also be a bonus.

Me: height 175cm, weight 75kg. European type, calm, not so chatty, hair salt and pepper, brown eyes, a lot of body hair (like 90%), normal to fit body type (doing archery, so I have a bit of muscles). I like reading, watching anime, playing games, listening to rock/symphonic metal, exploring things and places, walking/cycling. Anything else in further conversations.

I can be loving, caring, understanding, but at the same time I can be rude, rough, strict. It all depends on situations and actions.

I want this to be our way of life, not some occasional play.

At first we can start here (trial period), then move to discord for better convenience. I totally understand that we first must explore each other, but I warn that I seek an irl relationships at the end, so a trial and online period won't be so long. My timezone right now is UTC 8.

That's a gist of it. I wrote what I feel right now, didn't want to scare anyone. I'm not that strict as it may seem from text, but not that soft at the same time. Waiting for replies.