Thought I'd give this a shot.

So as you may have gleaned from the title, I am disabled. I'm 29 years old. I have a mild form of cerebral palsy. As a result, my personal life is... pretty lacking. But I'd like to give an earnest attempt at trying to change that. I'm looking for a fit submissive to play with in person, but more than that I'm looking for someone I might have the chance to connect with beyond the bedroom.

As far as my hobbies go, most of them are pretty solitary. I have degrees in philosophy and psychology, so I like to read articles in those disciplines to try and keep up with the field, even though I've been out of higher education for almost 5 years. I love movies, specifically I'm drawn (across all the arts) to what I call "batshit passion projects," things where it's clear that the creator had a singular vision and didn't compromise on getting it out (David Lynch is a great example of the kind of director I enjoy)

I love music and attend concerts when I can. I really tend to like experimental music like drone and noise the most, but I listen to a large array of artists.

Now for the fun stuff!

I have a kind of... academic fascination with sex. I like thinking about sex and why we do it, and why I like the things I like. I'd characterize myself as a switch leaning dominant. I'd prefer to be the one in control, but I think giving up control is equally interesting if not necessarily equally erotic, and I think this duality kind of runs through my sex life, such as it is. With regards to why I am seeking a Fit/Athletic woman as my submissive I have two main motivations:

The first is that I honestly find the contrast between a fit woman and my disabled self incredibly erotic. I like the idea of a woman who has her pick of men deciding to submit to someone who in all honesty can't perform near the level of your average male in the bedroom (I will be open and say that my disability impacts my performance in the bedroom. I'll leave the specifics for later.)

The second is that I just love watching athletic bodies in motion. This includes outside the bedroom stuff. I just find the grace inherent to the female form utterly beautiful to see. I would love to watch you work out or even just walk around if you are comfortable (I am great at motivation for workouts, household tasks etc.)

In terms of in person play: as I mentioned, I live with my parents, I also don't drive because of my disability, so this would be a tricky proposition, but for the right person I will make it work.

Lastly kinks and limits: I'm still discovering my kinks and I hope you will join me in my journey, but I love orgasm control/denial, spanking, forced orgasms, rimming/assplay (giving/receiving,) sensory deprivation play (giving/ recieving,) sensation play, outfit control, light chocking/breathplay (giving), face sitting (giving/receiving), and probably a whole lot more I'm forgetting.

Limits are any kind of extreme pain, scat/watersports, diaper stuff, blood, hardcore humiliation.

Thank you very much for reading and if I caught your eye, don't be shy, just say hi!