Do you believe there is love in destruction?

Someone I once spoke to worded it perfectly - It’s like playing with Legos.

You build them, admire them, play with them. And then when something within you spurs, you break them. Have them shatter. You get a satisfaction from the sound of the sets breaking and watching the pieces separate and break apart. But then, you always put them back together.

Meticulously.

Somehow with more attention and care than you did when you built them for the first time.

To the observing eye, it wouldn't ever be apparent that the set had been in pieces, strewn across the living room floor. But you know..

Fascinating, isn’t it?

The way I derive pleasure from drowning.

The way I seek to be suffocated by your affection.

Your poisonous love.

I seek both sides of the coin - a man, both good and twisted.

Unleash your demons for me.

Play with my chaos.

It’s toxic. I’m aware. But, aren’t we all guilty of wanting what we can’t,shouldn’t, have?

That’s what it’s like for me. That’s why I’m here; I want the forbidden.

Burn a butterfly’s wing and it would never get near fire again. Us humans though - we tend to go back to what burns us.

So ruin me. And ruin yourself in the process as well..

I’m not here to role play or have some “fun”. Which I understand that may be a deal breaker for some, but I’m looking to explore the psychological and emotional aspect of dominance and building a connection.

I want stimulating conversations. Witty banter. Flirting. Tension. Toxicity. Dependency.

Predators always take their time when it comes to hunting and devouring their prey.

Let’s create an intoxicating connection.

All with emotional manipulation, emotional sadism, and dark psychology of course.

After all, I’m the perfect target.

A naive little princess, walking into the mouth of the big bad wolf.

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing there is a field.

I’ll meet you there.

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