Ima be honest, I'm kinda in-between two mindsets right now... I'm kinda burnt out on searching for my dominant partner, but also telling myself that I need to keep putting myself out there so we can find one another... yall know it can be so exhausting, which is why I took a little break. But, I keep getting sad because I don't have anyone to color for, nobody to strive to be a good girl for, nobody to hold me and my stuffies when we get cold or scared or tired. A few weeks ago, I met someone in person and was able to give them a hug, and I realized that I'm touch starved and clingy. All I have wanted since then is to hug someone again, to have someone's hands on my back, or in my hair, or holding my fat face while giving me soft kisses... I think you get my point.
I'm 20, I'll be 21 in September. I'm searching for work, but if I'm being completely honest, I'd LOVE to be a person who gets to stay home. I'd love to cook, clean, feed, and please my partner. I'd love to have the option to work part-time, or to actually be able to explore and find something I actually want to do. I know that's not very realistic, but still. I love tattoos. In fact, I just got my foot finished yesterday. It was pretty brutal honestly. And before you ask, it's not any specific item, it's a scratchy shape I liked (but it does kinda look batty, or like a preying mantis if you ask my parents haha!) I have 8 tattoos now, I think? I definitely want more. To the point that I think I want to be mostly covered, save for my face. I do have a daith piercing in my left ear, no plans for more of those. I don't smoke, or drink. Though, I'll be 21 in September, so maybe I will drink here and there, but eh. I'm white, I have blonde hair that sits around my shoulders, but finally reaches below my collarbone if it's straightened. I'm trying to grow it out. I'm about 5 ft 5. Like I said, bbw. But I have been losing weight these past few months, not that it's necessarily my goal.
What do I enjoy? I like flavorful food, especially Indian. I like tattoos obviously, reading, swimming, bowling, walks, movies (I have a bit of a collection of dvds), tv, boba. I watch a decent amount of YouTube as well, mostly about hair or whatever looks good.
I am a little. I feel that saying I'm a toddler, or 2-5 fits best. I love coloring, being your cooking assistant, being read to, painting, cuddling my stuffies, etc etc. I sometimes don't want to talk, or I "baby-talk". I'm honestly not really one for rules, unless they're simple. I'm decently independent that way. But, I do like being reminded of who is in charge sometimes. And I may even challenge that.
Kink wise: obviously ddlg, bondage maybe, spanking, choking, some cnc, oral, maybe chastity, or edging?
Limits: Cuckolding, potty stuff, vomit, weapons. Anal is a soft limit for me, I really don't find it pleasant, so... eh.
I say this every time, but I may have forgotten something. Just ask.
So, what about you physically? I honestly couldn't give two fucks about your body type or your height. (As long as you aren't afraid of ladders like me, we good. ALSO SPIDERS. I STRONGLY DISLIKE THEM. I understand they're important and everything, but we aren't friends!!!) Honestly, all I want is someone who wants to meet in person, is sweet and kinky, dominant, close-ish to my age, and will eat pussy. Kinda lame, but it's my biggest fantasy rn.
Idk, I may have forgotten a bunch of shit, but feel free to ask, or just message me. Tell me who you are, the normal stuff, like your age, where you're sorta from, what I can call you, etc etc.
Thanks, and much love ❤️
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