TLDR; repost about sub girl looking for a toxic relationship thats kinky and loving all at the same time.

Yet, still looking.

Don't judge too hard, but I was jamming to some country in my car earlier and this chorus struck a chord. Can we have this?

"Be a best friend, tell the truth, and overuse "I love you", and go to work, and do your best, and don't outsmart your common sense. Never let your prayin' knees get lazy, And love like crazy."

Like, it's such a weird spot. Sidebar: No, not religious, just a cute song. Anyway. Like, I need D/s themes to be satisfied on a mental and sexual level, it's a non-negotiable. But also, I want a dude or dudette who gets me, too. Like, they're okay with me being an anxious ball of leave me at home and go have fun. Idk. This is less kink related and more overwhelmed related.

Lemme switch to the other stuff, yeah? Thanks for reading regardless. It makes me atleast feel seen. 😅

Ok, ok. 34, so older. Decent M-F job, so there's that. I love animals, and kids. Live alone, pay my bills, drive a car that only knocks 75% of the time. Kinda fat but would love support changing that. Still I'm pretty though, I think.

Drink occasionally, 420 friendly but don't care for cigarettes. Honestly I'm a pretty decent person, just a lot nuts. And by nuts, I just mean like, I'll cry watching Titanic when Jack dies, but fuck the rest of it. Flip side, I have no clinically diagnosed mental illnesses! Now, shush. I didn't mention undiagnosed. We don't talk about those.

Oh, kinks. Hah. I'm submissive but can be a service top occasionally. Imagine a 1950s housewife who wants to be your domestic princess, but also kinda gets off on annoying you sometimes because I'm an attention whore who blurs the line between negative and positive attention. But also really likes keeping home clean and giving oral on a whim and being told good girl.

... yeah, I'm realizing this is probably full of red flags.

Oh, last thing! While I dig the poly stuff and you do you boo, it's not for me. I'm open to a relationship with two partners, but I'm hoping for something long term where I don't second guess catching something when I get that lovely creampie in an available hole.

Overall, just be honest and let's see if we mesh. If we do, cool! If we don't, it's still gonna be a groovy day over here.