Can't believe I'm back again. My love life thus far has been a disaster because i keep falling for people who aren't available. Or rather, who don't feel the same way back. Or who don't like my face or...

Anyway, here is my face, so that you can decide here and now whether you like it or not:https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1XzE_gHzUcJCIpCUKM1HHvEEDiC_12Hph?usp=sharing

I've gotten to know my two closest friends on reddit and met them both in person, so i'm hoping for another streak of reddit luck, though at the same time i'm not very optimistic.

To be honest, i find it scary to go through the whole process again. i find it very difficult to get to know people. i'm highly introverted and it takes me a long while to truly begin to feel comfortable with someone and want to be close with them. Once i do, though, i get attached. Very attached. So much so that it has driven people away in the past.i have been working on myself and intend to keep doing so.i have just come out of a 1.5 year long-distance dynamic and am probably not quite ready for something new just yet, but also don't want to be lonely anymore and hence i'm here, trying to do something about it.

i'm not entirely sure what i'm looking for, just feel rather lost and heartbroken at the moment.

i'd love some snuggles, but unfortunately i am not comfortable snuggling anyone i haven't known at least for a while and potentially have feelings for.

Anywho, on to the more interesting things:

Things i'm passionate about:

- MUSIC. i'm a semi-professional musician and would love to get to know people who are similarly serious about music. Don't particularly mind which branch, but i myself come from the early music and folk world, as well as improv and composition.

- NATURE/TRAVELLING. Cities can be interesting, but overall i prefer hiking in the woods, mountains, by the beach. i also cycle a lot.

- HORSES. i grew up near some stables and used to go horseriding a lot and i'd like to do that again some time.

- BOOKS. Books are just great. Fantastic worlds to travel to, heaps of knowledge. Pretty... i love both reading and book binding.

- the MIND: i am a long-time hypnosis enthusiast, though i have less experience with it than i'd liketo admit. i would like for hypnosis and meditation to eventually become an integral part of my everyday life. i am also fascinated by mnemonics and attention, particularly how we can be led to let ourselves be deceived by illusions and magic tricks.

Kink:

- D/s, obviously. i prefer when things are 24/7 and TPE, but not harsh. A connection that's very loving and someone who gives me space to persue my own interests and endeavours in addition to serving.

- hypnosis/mind control. Love it and would like more of it, but a bit spoilt after having listened to a bunch of courses and therefore picky and have high standards. :p

- i like the idea of a caregiver. Don't get me wrong, i can take care of myself. But when someone else is part of that and nudges here and there and encourages, rewards and punishes, then that makes me feel like i've found my place in the world. i like to feel small and looked after, but i am not into ageplay or DDlg. i will not call my Dom "Daddy" because i am not comfortable with that.

- i love serving and showing my devotion in countless little ways, from making coffee to writing songs or crafting things

- i also enjoy being a bit bratty sometimes, nothing too intense though

- i love the idea of some bondage, but at this time, nothing too extreme.

- very snuggly

Anyway, that's me in a nutshell. Pretty big nutshell i suppose, but i think i should stop here, otherwise there won't be anything left to talk about. Well, aside from you of course.

Would appreciate some company, but also feeling very hide-y, so might not respond immediately.

Thanks for reading this far.

All the best!

Somnia

P.S. i probably messed the formatting up. Somehow i can never get the hang of line breaks... sorry.