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22 [F4A] #online: learned that I want to feel embarrassed and put in my place...
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hotoutsidehitter is a female age 22 looking for anyone in online
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This post is a continuation of a bit of a journey for me. You can see the trend in my previous posts from the last 2 weeks. Please actually read this lengthy wall of text.

I'm competitive to the core and used to taking charge. Likely associated with the fact that I play a college sport and fitness is a big deal for me. I'm 5'11'' and figure my size intimidates others, but that just makes it fun for me. In the past, I've been so used to taking charge, but apparently I've wanted to know what it's like to have someone actually turn the tables on me and put me in my place.

There's also a distinction in the humiliation/embarrassment I'm seeking. I'm relatively confident in my body, so "oh go be naked or dress like a slutty cheerleader" isn't going to work on me. It's not that I'm not including sexual components in this (I am, I was plugged for the first time these past 2 weeks), it just can't be the only angle. I know it's random, but a distinction I'm trying to make. I also have limits. I'm not looking to ruin my life over this self-exploration. I won't do pain or bathroom stuff. Public is going to likely be a no from me. That said, there's a whole lot of stuff I can learn on my own or looking in the mirror.

Just in the last 2 weeks I've done things I've never considered. One evening I put my hair in pigtails, got plugged for the very first time even though I've plugged and pegged others, and put on a onesie that says "I <3 daddy" with 3 snaps on the bottom of the crotch and a pair of fuzzy knee high polka dotted pink socks. I've never felt smaller. I've also done yoga in front of the mirror dressed in tacky 80s slouch socks, leggings, and a thong leotard just as an 80s aerobics instructor might look. Yup, did it with the plug in there. I've even learned online about the banana challenge, and am thinking about it more than I'd like to admit. I also may or may not have "borrowed" without notice a pair of my teammate's dirty socks from practice.

If you just shout orders at me, this isn't going to work. If you make it clear you didn't read all this, it's not going to work. So that it's clear you're remotely serious, and this should be an easy question to answer, if you message me, tell me what sport you think I play. Also, tell me how you feel about a woman who often wears Nike elite socks to go to bed lmao.

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