Wide eyes looking up at you, the duct tape wrapped tightly round my wrists pushing into my skin with every thrust that pushes them into the hard wooden floor beneath me. Whatever makeup I had on is long gone and smeared across my face, what is it? mascara? spit? blood? stained tears? like warpaint across my cheeks. I fought back, but you love the fight, because you know you'll always win. No matter how many bites or slaps I hit you with you'll always hurt me harder, break me down bit by bit until the only single thought in my mind is you, and only you. Thrust after thrust I whimper out, my throat cracking from being used, being held, being choked. You hold the cold surface of the knife against it now, my head tilted upwards to give you access, let you press it in harder, how steady can you keep it there when you feel yourself starting to lose control? We're both at the edge now, you can feel me tighten around you, desperate to feel you fill me up. I wonder, when you reach that edge, just as you're about to finish... I wonder how much willpower you have to control yourself when my head tilts up further, my eyes grow wider and you see me giggle beneath you, the excitement building and my voice moaning out "Kill me, Daddy". I beg you, knowing I wouldn't care if you did. You could sacrifice me to Satan right then and there, a willing participant to your darkest desires. But I think deep down we both know you wouldn't, not this time, because you're just as obsessed with your fucked up little cunt just as much as she is with you. The fear that this time might be different is what pushes me right over that edge, your body collapsing ontop of me and the knife clattering against the floor next to me, when you make me yours once more. Always.

30s British girl seeks intelligent and sadistic male who will go to hell with me so we can fuck there too. ❤️ I'm not a slave, looking for TPE or being given 'tasks' to complete. I am looking for an intense emotional connection with someone who can break me down and mold me into something better. Something you will praise, be proud of and when you've pushed all of my limits you'll tell me 'baby, you're perfect'. I can be a brat, but I know that you won't be scared off by that. You love the challenge, right? I want us to connect on both a sexual and non sexual level, have common interests and a desire to talk about ourselves and our lives.

I'm 5'7, curvy, pale, (unnatural) redhead, tattooed, poly. A messy gooner porn addict. A permanently online lover of video games. Alternative one day, all pink & pastel the next. Hit me hard enough and I start to giggle. Say all the right things and I'll fall so hard you'll wonder if anyone before this crazy bitch ever gave a fuck about you at all.

Some noteable kinks: non con, breath play, drugs, dependency, pain, knife play, blood play, restraint, violence, intelligence degradation, misogyny, intelligence, battle of wills/power, psychopaths, name calling, sleep play, blasphemy.

Hope to hear from you. ❤️