I have so much to offer, but in the same breath, I am looking for quite a bit myself. I will do my best to keep this ad clear and organized. Respectful questions are welcomed by those interested…

To put things simply, I come to life in the midst of servitude, ESM, high protocol and power exchange with an underlying tone of “domestic abuse flavored BDSM”. This is nonnegotiable for me. Meaning, if you are unable to build up to punching me (resulting in facial bruising), gun play and similar, harder themes - I am not your girl. My tastes run toward dark edge play and generally bad ideas in a safer context.

I am happiest in controlled turbulence, with a dash of chaos. I love the soaring highs and crippling lows at the whim of my partner.

I want to spend my days wondering how to make you happiest, and anticipating your needs.

Ultimately I need someone who will not hesitate to hurt me and keep me in my place. I long to be taken advantage of, hated, beaten and kissed if I have been a good girl. Such a pretty picture I painted there, right?

My love languages are expressed through devotion, servitude, writing and my desire to suffer for someone. Give me purpose, learn me, and well - the rest follows.

Miscellaneous things about me - definitely a bookworm, always trying to make others laugh, little girl 4life, passionate conversationalist.

I would like for my potential partner to be older than me, emotionally available, single, local to me (on the west coast (or surrounding) - definitely open to traveling for the right connections), monogamous, attractive (especially unconventionally) and willing to host (should we get to a point where that makes sense). This should go without saying, but if you reach out - please have the time to dedicate toward productive conversation so we can feel out our chemistry and talk logistics. Online is the last thing I am looking for. When it comes to attraction, the partners I get along best with are stern, confident (perhaps even overly so), capricious, volatile and have experience under their belt. Creative, sadistic and cruel. Seeking intentional and committed, casual is not my priority at this time.

Please do reach out if this interests you. I don't respond to messages with minimal effort. Tell me about you and what you’re looking for!

It all starts with connection, respect, a healthy awareness of boundaries and wanting to know the girl behind the holes.

On a physical note - I am pushing about 6 feet tall and I am plus size. If this is an issue for you, please be polite and keep scrolling.

Thank you for reading!

Please, don’t waste my time or yours if you’re not looking for a relationship. Thx!