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Iām a competitive female college athlete, and also turn out to be pretty tall. 5ā11āā. You can probably guess my sport. I wrote a post with decent # of responses (thank you for those that seriously engaged in discussion with me) about I wasn't sure if I may have some submissive tendencies. https://www.reddit.com/r/BDSMpersonals/comments/142gy70/22_f4a_online_am_i_actually_a_sub/
Apparently, I feel the need to be knocked off my pedestal and embarrassed and humiliated in a way. Not in a sexual degrading one, but more so in a ridiculous manner. This has been quite a bit for me to come to terms with because I've always taken charge in the past with most of my partners, men or women. That said, still get butterflies at the thought of being embarrassed, which is how I've gotten myself in my current predicament.
I'm currently in my apartment wearing a bodysuit/onesie that says "I <3 daddy" on it. The type that has the metal snaps under the crotch. It's from littleforbig on Amazon, and no I'm not into abdl stuff or ddlg stuff. I ended up getting it because it's the most absurd thing and I could never imagine myself wearing it. Me showing off skin and sex related stuff? No problem. Wearing this thing? Brutal. I'm wearing it with fuzzy over the knee socks (polka dot, same brand) which is also driving me crazy and I can't stop wiggling my toes. And to top things off, I plugged myself for the first time. Yes, I've put some fingers back there, but never a toy. Which is extra ironic since I've plugged and pegged partners of both genders.
Anyway, looking for discussion on ways I can continue to explore this. If you just shout orders at me, it's not going to work. And so I know you read this, if you decide to message me, open with what sport I play and how you feel that I probably own more Nike elite crew socks than you.
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