Hey you. Yes, you. Where the hell have you been? I've been waiting for you for quite some time now. You know, you understand me better than just about anyone. You take the time to learn all of me before rushing into things, or pushing too far too fast because you respect my boundaries, knowing that is what I need, and that it will only benefit the 'us' in the long run. I don't know that I have ever really experienced that with anyone else, and I can't tell you how much I appreciate it.

You take the time to climb over my walls and truly connect with me early on, realizing that my openness is actually a sign of how guarded I truly am, and I can actually be hard to reach. You are comfortable that I am not initially eager to be sexual, and respect that I need a connection in order to do so. You make me feel safe in your stability. You take me to cloud 9, yet you are unwavering as a ground, and I can always rely on you. You are realistic about life and very honest, but you make it clear that you are hoping that forever works out just as much as I do. I hope you know I love you for that.

I've always found it sexy that you are intelligent and introspective... smarter than me. And I am so grateful that you are progressive and liberal. I could not be with someone who was conservative, or who voted for Trump. I enjoy watching you work passionately over your projects, and love listening to you talk about your hobbies. I love when you teach me about them and help me learn and guide me. Of course we learn from each other, but it is a relief that you are the caregiver, and that I do not have to raise you like a child. You are self-sufficient, capable, and financially able to provide for yourself. You love to spoil your princess. I have never seen two men take such joy in being supportive and ensuring I have all that I need. You are calculating, witty, manipulative, and confident, but not too cocky. You are funny, and keep me smiling throughout the day. I love how you tease me affectionately about my crazy laugh.

You are responsible, and would never risk harm to the 'us' in order to satisfy a kinky or sexual desire. You are open sexually, and our kinks fit like a lock and key, favoring realism to fantasy. You understand my desire for control, just as much as you nurture my desire to relinquish it. It is easy for you to be considerate of my Dominant side because you have a deep understanding of your own, and you allow me (us) to explore that with a third -- our service submissive, our cuck. A Dominant stag, with bull-like qualities, you enjoy sharing me, too; and have no qualms about me exploring outside of our relationship as I need. In fact you enjoy it, but respect that I am more than a bit picky. You are happy and comfortable in a polyandrous relationship, where your woman has relations with more than one man; and while you might be open to exploring with other women, it is not a necessity for you.

You are thoughtful, considerate, kind, and appreciative. I know you care for me, but, skilled in degradation and humiliation, you can make me feel as worthless as I need. You prefer action to imagination, but you know exactly how and when to work my mind and you will always encourage my dreams, inside and outside of the bedroom. You know when to be gentle and just when a firm touch is needed. Not many people can get into my head the way you can, and I crave it. I miss that feeling of giving up control, and going completely and utterly blank. I miss handing that control over to another person -- someone I trust and care for... someone patient, loving, and just a little sick. Ok, maybe a lot sick.

I can't believe you made me wait this long to find you.