I'm looking for a very special pet. One who knows how to worship and obey. He knows who he is, where he belongs and wouldn't dare to act out of turn. He is a high value sub, and if you don't know what that is, please make sure to check my post about it in my history. He is looking for a deep subspace where all he sees is a powerful Goddess before him, that he would relish to worship in any way that he would be allowed to... even if that meant only holding her drink. He knows how to surrender and the priviledge to do so is his #1 desire... comparing only of course to his desire to worship. To kiss the feet and hands of a Goddess, to perform for her pleasure and to speak only to compliment her or affirm a command. It truly is shocking how rarely I have encountered this type of sub. To be frank, I'm into many kinks and I consider myself a pleasure domme but I've come to realize that the majority of submissives are seeking some porn induced fantasy where an evil domme fulfills all of their kinky desires to be pegged, degraded, feminized and serve as their kink dispenser maid.... rather than them being of service.

If you are truly a submissive man, and not masquerading as one, you may read on.

Well, now that I've gotten that rant out of the way, Hello. I'm a 34 year old primal dominant/pleasure domme/mommy domne. I'm passionate, funny, intense, playful, creative and my primary love language is physical touch. I practice ethical non-monogamy and have a primary partner who's not a cuck or involved in any way in my interactions with others. I pursue my kink interests here and on fet (river_felix). I have been told that I'm very generous as a domme and can easily become very nurturing when that side of me is called upon. I have 2 years of experience as an identifying and practicing domme, but can easily trace back to when I first realized I was turned on by power at a young age (you can also read this story in my post history).

My kink list is pretty varied from your classic JOI and edging/orgasm control to MESM (mental/emotional sadomasochism). I've decided not to post more of my kinks because I've come to believe that the type of sub I'm looking for only has one kink. To surrender. I'm of course willing and ready to discuss limits/boundaries and ensure we're on the same page about those... I don't mean to imply that you have no voice! Simply that your interest in being my sub should be deeper than any specific kink. I truly believe submission is earned and the right connection for me values his submission and who receives it.

Outside of kink I'm a boss lady, big concert/music lover (currently obsessed with SG Lewis), aspiring erotic fiction writer and sugar-free wine aficionado. I practice yoga, lift and ran my first (probably only) marathon in January. I'm a big, strong Latina at 5'4 and 190lbs who could probably put you to sleep with her thighs. Alright, I'll admit it, I'm into CNC and wrestling too... so now you've gotten 2 more kinks out of me! But that's all you get :) I have many looks and this is my most recent photo: https://imgur.com/a/7o5kDGL

I made today's post seeking someone who would understand what it means to serve in the way that I desire, but it's also my last hurrah. I've felt things I've never felt before when I was with a sub I felt truly connected to, but since then, I've had a string of disappointments. It's too exhausting to continue in the lifestyle, so I figured I would give it one last shot.

I'm not looking for a tribute and I'm not a pro. I have pics in my profile and always comfortable sharing more as long as you can verify as well. That being said, because of the world of spam I'm going to get, here's a detailed list of preferences:

- MUST live in California. I'm in Orange County and would prefer if you were within an hour drive but if you want to take on the commitment of travel, you may send a message. I'm ONLY looking for in person who would be able to see me 1-2x/month.

- My "type" is generally White, ages 24-36. You can include a SFW photo in your initial message if you'd like. I will not consider anyone under 24 and we would have to be incredibly well matched for me to even think about it.

- MUST be durable. As a primal, some level of scratching/biting/slapping is very likely, so if you're a soft type, I hate to say it, but I'm way too aggressive for you.- You're passionate. I can't express enough how important it is that you're not an emotionaless foot stool. Enthusiasm, energy and excitement are great qualities to have for use in worship.

- You want to give more than you want to receive.- You're a great communicator who is humble, capable of vulnerability and views the ability to submit as a priviledge.

I value authenticity, a good sense of humor, high emotional intelligence and ambition. I won't read any messages that don't include your age, location and the answer to this question: How do you show devotion? I want to know what your energy feels like and who you are outside of kink, so don't be shy on the wordcount... I wasnt.