I want to love you. That's it. I want to come close to you and kiss you. I want to put my hands on your soft parts, or more sensitive parts. I want to feel your body, its warmth, how soft its skin is and how it dimples when I press on it. I want to smell you. I want to learn how I make it feel. Because with each little touch, and each little interaction, I read how it makes you feel. If it makes you feel good, or if it makes you feel bad. It doesn't matter. I want to feel all of that.

It's not about you. It's about me experiencing you. I want to learn how your body works, and use that to my advantage. When you feel good, that's me rewarding you. When you feel bad, that's me punishing you. I will know you inside and out, because then I will have you wrapped around my finger, and you'll be so addicted to how I am able to make you feel the way I want to, that you'll stay with me on your own accord. In other words, me knowing you inside and out is what will make you addicted to staying with me. So much so, that you'll want to be mine, just because you feel an emptiness in you when I'm not there. And everything I said in this paragraph, even though it could be true, I didn't mean literally or physically.

I can't learn who you are if you tell me who you are. I have to experience you. No talking. That's boring. Negotiating and protocol is for adults. Isn't it called 'play'? Don't children 'play'? In order for me to play with you in all senses of the word, I need you to be submissive. I need you to trust me. I need you to let me discover you on my own, and see what works or doesn't. Starting right from scratch, slowly I'll build my understanding of you and what you want and crave without you saying a single word, all the way to knowing you better than you do. But again, in order for me to do that, you'll have to allow me to do them.

My love isn't something that can be experienced through physical touch, but what I learn through physical touch. It's what I learn when I call you submissive names, or when I make you say things. Just because I want to. My love is unspoken. Unwritten. Unseen. But very much felt.

Don't get me wrong. My love isn't just giving what you want. Sometimes I give my love to you in the form of taking care of myself. Or rather, by taking, rather than giving. Sometimes, my love is me loving myself, and it means that I take from you what I want. That's not a problem, because just like you allow yourself to be submissive so that I can be allowed to give to you, you also will like to be submissive so that I can be allowed to give to myself.

Sometimes I will give you sweet love. Sometimes I will give you tough love. Other times I will give you no love, because you didn't deserve any of it. Other times I will take love from you, both sweet and tough. It's all in the this D/s relationship that I want to start with you, and you are at the core of it, because if you won't allow yourself to be submissive, I can't be dominant towards you.

In other words, the only thing standing between me loving you, is you.

Send me a DM if you want to be loved. Be it sweet or rough. Netherlands only!