They say curiosity killed the cat and I think that’s where a lot of my hesitation comes into play. For years I’ve struggled with urges and wonders and tried to make sense of them. It hasn’t been easy. Many times I’ve run. But I always seem to come back to indulge just a bit further every single time. What’s hard for me to understand is why I can’t just accept it? Why can’t I just submit to my feelings and let it go? What is holding me back from embracing it?
I have a strong sense there’s a man out there who knows the answers to my questions and much much more. I’ve been seeking you a long time. It’s important that you be traditional, charismatic, charming, and fun to talk to. Someone with experience who knows what he expects out of a woman and how to take her her there. Someone who appreciates taking things slow and really getting inside the mind. And when I say slow I don’t mean you have to wait to bring up kink or establish some deep friendship, I just meant be methodical in your approach. Be smart and witty. I am very particular and I won’t settle.
I don’t want to know what’s coming next. I want you to use your power and your creativity and your skills as a man to put me into a submissive state and keep me there. Whatever way you have to. Headgames, vanilla conversation, manipulation, praise, degradation, rewards, punishments, tasks, micromanaging. I want to feel nervous, embarrassed, eager, excited, anticipation, proud.
Please feel free to read my other posts for more information.
Kinks: misogyny, orgasm control and denial, TPE, free use, light mostly verbal degradation/humiliation, psychological bdsm, teasing, mind games, age gaps, gender roles, sapiosexuality
Limits: blood, scat, animals, watersports, heavy abuse, feet
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