You thought you wanted it...

You read it, you posted about, you convined yourself that it is the ultimate fantasy and you finally came to your senses to allow it to happen..

You just knew it was the perfect bait: bright sundress, perfect amount of makeup, curled hair, and the best part? No panties. You walked into the cold night just hoping He would notice. Hoping He would fulfull your deepest desire to make you the worthless whore that you have always wanted to be. That insatiable ache of finally succumbing to a Man that would break your mind and body.

The wind swepped under your dress, cooling the slick juices that had been dripping from your pussy and glistening the sides of your thigh. Just throbbing in anticipation the moment you stepped outside, anxiously making glances at the environment around you."Would He rape me behind those bushes? Over that dumpster? Right here in the street?! Ooooh fuck, under the street lamp for others to see!?", you would think. More and more scenarios kept racing through your mind as you travel the roads, forgetting the planned path you made to ensure you made it home no matter what.

But... nothing. He didn't notice, no one did! Not a single soul in the night and you just walked out for nothing. Cold, embarrassed, thirsty and now tired you turn around and began the journey home, though you wandered too far to remember the route... You spoted a park, but didn't recall passing by it before. "Oh well" you thought, "perhaps theres a water fountain". Trekking the darkness you finally found it, pressing the button to let the cold water soak your lips. Then it happened....

A large hand gripped hold of your hair and plunged your face into the sink basin, creating a confusion of lust and anxiety. Feeling your beating heart race and asking yourself "Is this finally happening?!" Half your face and hair are soaked with water and His other hand finds its way under your dress. Roughly grabbing your ass and finally making his way to your pussy, expecting to rip off your panties. "You fucking whore.." he exclamed. He felt nothing but your hot soaked pussy. "Walking in a park with no panties at this time of night?" He continued. "I know EXACTLY what to do with you."

A harsh pull from your hair, he moves your head from the fountain and forces you down in your knees. You just knew you had to "play the victim" and begin to struggle. Grunting, cursing, saying things like "No, please! Stop!", trying to fight back and move your hands away. WHACK 1 slap across your face freezes you. Face turning red, tears beginning to stream down your face and the pain from His grip on your hair has begun to rise. You sit there in your knees in shock with the realization of not knowing what will happen next...

Without noticing, he grabbed a set of handcuffs from his back pocket and quickly locked one on your hand. You snap back, now REALLY wanting to fight back. You try to move from your knees and dropped to your ass, trying to kick His shins. "Fucking bitch!" He removes his grip from your hair and grabs hold of your other hand and drags you towards the jungle gym. "No STOP!", You begin to shout. WHACK another slap shuts you up and ragdolls your buddy into more submission. He finally locks both of your hands behind your back and grabs hold of your hair once more. He sees the results of his initial assult: bright cheeks, wet hair, destroyed make-up, and tears streaming down. You started with anticipation, now turned to near regret.

You see his other hand move down to his pants, unzipping them, reaching in and pulling his thick veiny cock out. "Open." He demanded. Your eyes look up to the shadowy figure and back down to his cock. You knew the faster that you get him off, the sooner you can go home. You slowly open your mouth and without a moments notice, he forces the head of his cock in. Your jaw has never been wide before... he cant get the rest in, theres no fucking way. Almost immeditaly, he uses your mouth to fuck his cock, roughly getting more and more of his cock into your throat. "Mmm that's it bitch, you better slobber this cock if you knew whats good for you." He said. You start choking, gasping for air as more and more of his dick blocks your airway. Coughing and gagging, his grip tightens and forces your head to move faster but its not enough. He changes his grip to both hands and begins fucking your face.

For what felt like hours of constant throat fucking, he stops, turns your body around and shoves you into the side of one of the slides. Moving your dress up, you prepare for this Man to strip the worth of your body, to penetrate your pussy. He begins pressing his cock against the tight entrance of your ass. "No! Not there!" You thought. "Please, please, please, please, no dont ra-" he covers your mouth and from the fear of raping your ass, you bite. Thats what did it. The grip on your mouth tightens and he shoves the full 8 inches of cock into your ass. You start screaming, all muffled from the grip of his hand. "You fucking bite me, huh cunt?! Do it again and ill choke the fucking life out of you! He exclaimed. He starts pumping. HARD. In and out of your ass and the sharp pain starts adding in a mixture of pleasure. Your mind wanders and tries to remember why you wanted this, only for it to feel regret. Hearing him panting and the slaps of his hips against your ass, he tries going deeper and deeper with each stroke. His hand slightly moves from your mouth and the chance arrives... "Post-It Note" you said.

Suddenly he stops, his grip lightens and slowly removes his cock from your stretched ass. You start sobbing from the pain. Face red, ass red and you finally breakdown in tears. He uncuffs your hands and you start curling up to cry even further until he gets a hold of you. "Shhh shh shh, its okay baby, its okay. Its over, theres no need to feel sad." He calmly says. He hugs you and you embrace the warmth of his body, still sobbing. "Lets get you home and in bed, we can talk about this." He said. He picked you up, starting carrying you to his car that he had parked at a distance. You thought you wanted the experience of being raped, you thought that by you and him agreeing to CNC would fullfill your desires.

And it did. Though your tears show and you feel pain, the experience was exhilarating. You play that moment in your mind on the way to the car over and over again. You thought you wanted it, and you were right. You just weren't strong enough yet.

The End

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