Tough day today.

I slam the door as I walk in.

Rip off my tie, plop it in a glass of water on the table

Walk up the stairs wrapping my knuckles against the railing.

Rip off my buttons, clothes strewn on the short walk to the bathroom

Soft sounds of your murmurs from the bedroom

Shower on, HOT. Steam, scaldingly hot.

I'm angry, i need to hunt and to hurt.

Violins for the violence.

We all have tough days, this one's mine.

I process through writing to you the story of us.

Searing water hits my body.

Drips down my beard and down my neck and shoulders

unrepentant unremitting aggression

I scream in my mind

why can't i control the world like i control hers

Dark vivid thoughts flash through my mind

The wolf, he's back

I look in the mirror all i see is scars and fangs.

I'm a loyal wolf, i've been kicked and bitten and i still stand guard

Ready to rip a throat as easily as i kiss yours

the murmurs from the bedroom rise

I get out naked

I follow the long wire into the bedroom

walk towards a fresh room and the sound of your murmurs from the walk in closet

usually for luggage

plenty of space to breathe

i follow the wire to you

I open the door

you're there

mascara strewn

my plugged in baby

pussy soaked half pissed all over the carpet

the duct taped hitachi i left stuck to you when i visited home for lunch

i look at your body

the bruises and love bites

the wolfs scratchings

your nipples swollen and the half bull dog clips you were wearing

That you managed to throw off

You're thankful to see me

you feel it in your heart

you're thumping

your lungs heave

i remove the handkerchief gag from your mouth

you see the anger in my eyes

the frustration

the resentment

you know its been a hard day

And that i'm your wolf

And you're my meat

you get up from your position

i undo the hitachi ripping the duct tape from your smooth thighs

you get on the bed

fumble for some lube and put a big glob on your hand

you rub it into your arsehole and cunt

as you bend over the pillow and kick open your legs.

tying your hair into a ponytail which i'll use a handle

You know what the wolf needs

You give it all

everything

not so secretly you love it

i'm sweet and intimate

but you know theres a dark animal inside me

that i don't know how to integrate it

and all you can do is satiate it

with your meat

no daddy dom kindness and kisses during

just raw fucking intense brutalism

i bite the back of your neck at the necklace i gave you

the first day we decided to live together

you gasp

months and months of memories and emotions flood back

i push my dick inside you

i grunt

you grunt

you're soaked already

i hold your waist like you'll break

i scream and moan and grunt

each shattering noise floods you over and over again

we installed sound panels in the bed because we knew

i wrench your hand behind you

still fucking

youre breathing and heaving

you were all cummed out and you make more from God know's where

i paww your tits

grope them more like an animal

You remember all the sweet kind little things i do during the day to make your life easier

And then every so often that wolf comes out

sadistic, aggressive, reckless and controlled

you feel that sub space calling during the frenzy

you know that you'll have to be the one to bring me back from the wild

I'm so fucking angry at the world

And you're the meat that satiates the wolf

You feel my pain and it heightens the intimacy of the act

You know i'll cry after the hunt

Those small moments in the rain

where you lick the bites of the wounded wolf

like some studio ghibli movie

My plugged in baby

I make you feel everything

all of it

the good the bad the bliss the agony

the joy, the tears the fullness of life

And you're my meat

You read these words and you feel the emotions

Too hot almost burning

They sear everything

Nothing can soothe it

Except you

You walk towards my flames

And you bathe your body around me

You feel all of it

You're soaked and your eyes are dilated

you're humbled by the way these words speak to that inside of you

That no one else ever fucking touched

My plugged in baby in her broken way

soothes my realities

And i'm tired of grieving

you're soaked

you're breathing manually

each word repeats and remixes

heightening the emotions

coiling and enriching

soaking you

in remembrance and recollection

your mind looks deep into these words and feels them

you see the scratches in me

and you touch them with your fingers

you give your body

to the wolf

You may cum hard slut x