So here we go. I'm start off by saying it had been a few weeks since we last played where I was a sub. Me and my partner switch, so for a little bit I was in control, and then I was on a vacation and busy. So that's the only reason why I was a little desperate. THE ONLY REASON. I'm not this easy all the time. Sir was just making it so pleasurable to be under his control and it was so hard to brat. I had a bit of an attitude over Friday and Saturday but I just couldn't keep it up once the edging started yesterday. 🥴

I woke up yesterday and from the start of my day I put in the Flexer Lovense toy and connected to the app. I spent most of my morning with it in, waiting for Sir to wake up. After he texted good morning, He took control of the toy and started teasing me with the vibe, and sent me sexy photos of him in bed. We texted and teased throughout the day where we could and had the toy teasing me until it died. He asked me to get the key and put it in a container to freeze it.

When the Lovense died I was so wound up already that I just couldn't be empty. I asked if I could please use another toy even if it wasn't one that was app controlled. I just wanted to be full. Sir also said I should use my cock gag to get warmed up. I gag myself and I switched to another toy I have that is a V with a clit vibe and the insert vibrates. I had it on the lowest setting. I was so sensitive at this point I could barely adjust in my chair without a threat of tipping over the edge. The toy put so much pressure on my gspot and the smallest movement made me shake.

I played some online games by myself and some with my friends. I couldn't join voice call since I was gagged. I could barely focus on the games. When my V toy died, I switched out for a dildo and just cock warmed the dildo for another few hours. At about 5 pm I took a break, cleaned up and was so anxious about playing with my Sir later when he was free. During my break I showered, took a bath, and shaved cause I wanted to look perfect for him. 🥺

Fast forward to our call that night. I put on my collar before the call and we spent some time catching up on our days. I showed him my pussy on video to show off all the hard work I did cleaning up. I had told him how sensitive I was because of all my edging and he teased me before asking me to take off my panties and my shirt. He instructed me to grab my wand and he made me cum while standing in front of him. I could barely stay up it was so intense. Then we started marking my thigh to count the orgasms throughout that night. 21 total by the time we had to stop playing and get ready for bed. (The first 5 started off really neat, and slowly the marks got messy and sloppy in the last half of our playtime 😖)

He let me sit down and we kept playing with my nipples. I was rubbing them through the thin fabric of my bra with my nails and it felt so amazing. They were super sensitive and tingly. I was telling him how good it felt then he told me to put the wand to them.

After the initial work up, this is when I went to grab the frozen key and put it in a small bowl. I gagged myself and put on the lock through the loop hole to keep it tight where I couldn't remove it or loosen it. Things started to become a blur. We continued playing with my nipples and the wand on my clit. At one point he had me hold the ice to my nipples and he was telling me "It will melt it faster, wont it?" There was also one point he had me gently slap the ice on my cheek. It didn't hurt at all but it was SO cold. I remember getting ahead of myself and doing some things without Sir telling me to. Or he had told me to stop touching and mindlessly I started doing it again without thinking. The next thing I know, I'm getting a punishment because I wasn't behaving.

I put on clothes pins on my nipples and put the wand on them. It was a mix of pleasure and pain. After that, Sir told me to get the nipple and clit clamps (3 clamps connected to one chain). It was the first time using this toy, and having a clamp on my clit. My nipples were already sore and over stimmed. It was actually a little hard to figure out the clamp on my clit, and I couldn't get it to stay in one place, it kept slipping and sliding. So we opted to skip it the clamp on my clit and I will mess around with it more outside of playing to see how it fits my body.

We kept the clamps on my nipples and used the 3rd clamp to dangle through my collar loop, and pull tension on my nipples. Sir asked me yank and pull at the chain to test the tension at different angles. It was horribly and wonderfully torturous. Then he had an idea. He asked if I still had the coin weight we made together a few months back. (coins surrounded in duct tape, weighs about 160 g). I was scared. I didn't like where this was going. He told me to attach the coin weight to the clamp, looped through my collar. Hold it up as high as I could pull it. And then he told me to drop it. I froze. I couldn't do it for such a long time and he was being so mean to me about hesitating and that it makes it worse. I don't know how long I was there but eventually I dropped it. The coin weight actually fell off the clamp and it didn't hurt at all because of how the tension pulled the chain through the collar, it didn't really pull the clamps themselves. We realized having it through the collar wouldn't work.

I was hoping that was it but Sir wasn't done. He told me to secure the clamp better to the coin weight and not loop in through the collar this time. I was terrified and whimpering. I slowly did as he instructed and held it as high as I could. I was shaking and filled with so much dread knowing this time it was secure, this time it would pull the clamps off. I finally dropped it and FUCK it hurt. I cried out and all the spit that was built up in my mouth from being gagged spurted out, making a mess over me and the gag. I fucking CRIED. I was so embarrassed and feeling humiliated cause of the noises I made from the pain. I couldn't stop myself from crying after the shock. Sir sounded so amused by my reactions and I was melting in euphoria and pain all at the same time. Hearing the pleasure in his voice was doing things to me.

He checked in and asked how I was doing as I catch my breath and he started praising me and thanking me for being a good toy and a good girl. We talked a bit about how it was, and how I was feeling after. Then he said I deserved another orgasm after such a wonderful display. I was so eager and excited and ended up getting a few more orgasms. Those orgasms were SO GOOD. Fucking hell I was in bliss. I was at 5 orgasms at this point of the night.

We took a bit of a breather and put in the Flexer Lovense toy, and played a chill video game together for a bit. While we played I was still gagged and he was teasing me with the vibe. Sir picked out a /rGone Wild Audio for us to listen to while we played. It was about a puppy girl being under her daddy's desk during his work meeting and distracting him. Uhg, I loved it and it was so teasing. The listener came in the audio, but Sir was talking over it and reminding me "You don't get to cum right now though, right? You're being a good girl and not cumming yet" FUCK.

Finally it got to the best part. I was begging to be fucked at this point. I wanted to be dicked down so bad at and while cumming on my clit feels good, I'm hyper-orgasmic on my Gspot and I just wanted to be fucked. Sir was teasing me about getting the Lovense Gravity after I finished what I was doing in the game. (By far our best purchase as a LD couple because he can actually control the thrusting.)

I got set up on the bed and got situated and connected. Sir was giving me so much praise and teasing me more. He started slow with only the vibrations and the first orgasm, I ended up cumming just from the vibrations against my gspot and the tension build up inside. I lost my mind, I lost track of time. I couldn't keep up marking my orgasms on my thigh. It was one after another and just pure bliss for however long he was fucking me. He was having to remind me to not forget to mark an orgasm here and there, and teasing me when I was forgetting.

One memory I do have very vividly is when he slowed down the thrusting to a slow pace, and told me "Slow things down for a bit..." and after a pause "just to speed it up again" and turned the toy to max and I mentally and physically exploded on that orgasm. He ruined a few of my orgasms by messing with the speeds and teasing me about stopping several times, I threw a few fits, demanding and begging for more and not wanting him to stop. Granted he couldn't understand anything I was saying while gagged which made it SO frustrating in the best way. He at one point asked me how many orgasms I had total and I couldn't fucking count the marks on my leg I was so out of it LMAO.

We finally slowed down and I checked the key on the nightstand. It was fully melted and free of ice. He said I could release myself and I laid on the bed for a bit to get myself calm. In the sweetest voice he asked "Can you do something for me?" and I was so love drunk. Fuck I love this man. I ask what he wanted me to do. I already knew what he needed from me. He normally edges for the duration of our playtime and finished at the end. I asked "You haven't cum yet, have you?" I managed to crawl off the bed despite how my limbs felt like noodles and I stood in front of the camera, staring at him on my screen and feeling so dreamy in that moment. I wanted to do anything to help him feel good. He said "I want you to beg for my cum. Beg for it while you lick and pinch your nipples." Without hesitation, I did exactly as he asked of me, and what a rewarding ending to the night.