Part 5

After the hectic lunch, I was walked to my dorm by the same man who escorted me earlier in the day. I didn't know his name, but he was a big burly man, bald and with a beard. I was getting used to being walked on a leash. I was also getting used to him slapping my ass and grabbing a handful when he dropped me off at places. Was I crazy to not fight back? It's just the way it is here. All the women deal with the same. I have to pick my battles carefully.

We arrived at my dorm room. I turned towards my door to open it, pausing briefly with my back to him. I waited for a nervous moment. Slap! His open hand met my right ass cheek, causing my stance to shift. I knew to continue waiting. His big hand grabbed my cheek hard before patting it and walking away. I walked into my room and shut the door, kicking off my shoes.

What a day. Poor Mira. But what was more on my mind, and what was more confusing to me, was the Instructor. Ever since class this morning I couldn't get it out of my head. Looking up from my dildo and seeing his giant manhood. Hard. Throbbing. The vein. The little bit of wet on the end of the tip just waiting to lubricate it's way in. Why couldn't I stop thinking about it? I wanted it out of my head! I felt like I was losing my mind. I tried to clear my head by looking through my room. I had never even opened the dressers. I imagined they were empty, except the top one which I knew had many clean 'uniforms' in it.

I opened the middle drawer to see some jewelry items. Some basic bracelets, anklets, hair bows. I had noticed some of the girls wearing them, but didn't know how. Hm, neat.

I opened the bottom drawer, my heart skipped, and I closed it quickly. What the fuck... I double check my door is closed all the way and open the drawer again, seeing the realistic "fiber skin" white suction dildo. I shut the drawer again, my heart racing. Fuck this. I don't need a dildo. I need a key to unlock this hi-tech collar on my neck. I need an escape plan. Not a fucking dildo.

Why is my heart racing? Is it excitement, or fear? Maybe the 'safe space' of my little dorm room feels unsafe now. I had settled in to feeling ok in my room, but now I cannot escape it. Everywhere I look, everywhere I go is sexualized. It's all around me.

I open the drawer calmly, and pick up the dildo. Do the other girls have on in their room? Have they found it yet?

I walk quietly over and sit on my bed, still holding it.

I glance at the door a 2nd time, seeing it was shut. I could not lock the door, but men never came in except to wake me in the morning.

My heart was beating hard now. This is so stupid, I'm overthinking everything. They're just messing with me now. No one can see me anyway. I do what I want, because I'm in independent woman. And just like that, the head of the dildo was going in my mouth. I held it, one hand on the base, one on the shaft, and bobbed my head slowly up and down on the head, licking it. I pulled it out of my mouth - the tip wet with saliva running down the shaft. No one can see me, no one can judge me. I'm just having a bit of fun.

I look down to my shaved bikini line in my thong. I put a finger inside the front of my thong and pulled it to the side - widening my legs as I sat. I hadn't realized it but my thong was wet. I lowered the dildo and pointed the tip between my legs. I had not been touched there since arriving other than once by Kayla only briefly in the shower. As if I had no choice at all in the matter, I press the dildo tip against me. I slowly pushed it in, watching it disappear inside me. Once it was only a quarter of the way in, I was full. My body tensed at the not-quite-painful sensation. My breath was shaky. I took a deep breath and relaxed. I spread my legs wide on the bed frame and pulled out. My god I was wet. I pressed it back in, this time deeper, this time feeling good. Oh my god was it good. Back out, and back in, over and over until I was finally able to force it all the way in - it's balls resting against me. My breathing even shakier now, I laid back on the bed, leaving it all the way in. My imagination ran wild with thoughts of the Instructor today. I pushed and pulled the base of the dildo with one hand while I pressed on my clit with the other. It was swollen and begging to be touched. I started rubbing it intensely. My God it felt good. Pleasure coursed through my body. I needed this. His cock, hot and throbbing in my vision. So big, so masculine, it was everything I wasn't. I look down to see my petite form, shaved and pretty on the bed, legs spread and dildo fucking me. Pleasure struck through my body like lightening. Oh my God. I yelped, but didn't realize it. I rubbed myself and closed my eyes. Oh my God! There was no turning back now, my hands lost control and I forced my rubbing hand to work, squirming now in the bed uncontrollably. I screamed briefly as the orgasm took hold. I rubbed my clit, riding the intense waves of pleasure until I made it through and it became too sensitive. I laid there, frozen in pleasure, my face muscles shutting my eyes hard for a few last moments of uncontrollable ecstasy.

A deep breath. I slowly pulled the giant dildo out of my sensitive vagina and set it on my bed stand.

I felt warm and fuzzy. What was I doing? I just knew I felt good and tried not to overthink it. Maybe I had just let my brain turn off. I had never cum so fast in my life. I looked over at the dildo - clear juices dripping off of it, onto the bed stand. I imagined the Instructors cock being that wet with precum. I wonder what he tasted like. I wonder how much he came. I clearly was not done.

I sat up, took off my bra, my thong, and socks so I was naked in bed. Am I really doing this? But I was already reaching for the dildo again. I got on my knees on the bed and suctioned the dildo to the wall in front of me, the shaft flopping around with the weight of it. I could *feel* my clit bulging. I pressed my open hand between my legs and felt it, erect and wet. My fingers were so wet already that when I separated my fingers, strands of my cum dribbled between them.

My brain was off again. Mouth open, tongue out, lean forward. I bobbed back and fourth on it while my hand went to work between my legs. It was as if I had used half a bottle of lube on my hand. It was dripping down the inside of my thighs. I pressed my head deep on the dildo, feeling it enter my throat. My cum-soaked hand glided easily on my clit, feeling even better this time. I started moaning on the dildo while my hand went to work, my tits jiggling slightly with my head-bobs.

"We broke her in even quicker than I thought!" A man's voice from my doorway which apparently was open now. I quickly turned around on my bed, shocked. It was like waking up from a dream. What was happening? What were they doing here? It was Jason, my ex-husband and owner of this secret town, standing with the burly man that had been escorting me lately - both smiling me and watching.

"No no, dear, just ignore us. Back to what you were doing" Jason said apparently not joking.

I froze. Said nothing. My thoughts were still intoxicated from the last, and up-coming, orgasm. My heart was racing, from the rush of the masturbation, but now also the fear.

"Back to what you were doing." Jason's tone now loud and stern, his hand reached for his collar shock-control. God no, I can't be shocked again.

I turn around, bracing for a shock. It didn't come, but the men were quiet now, watching. The only thing I can do is what he says to avoid being shocked.

I face the wall on my knees as they stand behind me, watching. I lower my head slightly to let the dildos tip into my lips. Without thinking I press my head onto it, feeling it in my throat as before. I felt between my legs. Still wet. I needed to at least pretend to rub myself. But as I did, my erect clit made contact with my hand. I moaned accidentally.

"You see they are all the same, Dresdin." Jason spoke to the burly man. "They all break sooner or later, and we find out their true wants and needs, their true desires then. You train them just like dogs, they are no different. Misbehave and get negative reinforcement. Obey, and get treated well and fed. That's it. Then you just leave them be and look at what they become!"

He walked up to me as I throated the dildo. "You see, Dresdin, their bodies do not lie. They can act fussy and whiny and make their cute little protests, but you can see how they behave in their rooms as soon as they are given the chance. And their bodies, their bodies never lie."

I felt his hands grab both of my ass cheeks - I dared not stop. He spread my cheeks as wide as they would go. I felt more drips down my thigh, and the bed below me was wet. I was dripping now straight down onto the bed and all over my legs.

"As you can see, this one is having a great time." They both laughed and agreed.

"She'll do anything we want at this point, go ahead if you'd like" Jason said as Dresdin walked up to my bed as I licked and sucked the dildo while fingering my clit helplessly. He ran his index finger up my very wet thigh, feeling me up as he went. I did not flinch. Just don't get shocked, don't get shocked... His finger ran across my vagina and back, finding my asshole. He pressed it lightly against it and I moaned again. Damnit! Why was I moaning? I couldn't help it, and I hated that. He pressed his finger in, slowly at first, then all the way and left it there, feeling me from my inside. I whimpered softly as I continued throating. The two men sat and watched as my moans became more frequent. Drool was making a mess on my chin and down my chest now. His finger hurt at first, I had never had anyone play with my ass before, but I was quickly adjusting. I felt the pleasure strike again through my body. Oh God, I think it's happening. I involuntarily held my breath for a moment before letting out a loud high-pitched moan. Fuck, why does this feel good? I can't maintain coherent thoughts now. I feel the waves of ecstasy rushing through me. Oh my God! Yes! I scream on the dildo, throating it enthusiastically while rubbing my clit as fast as I can. I don't even realize that I'm moving my hips front to back on his finger before I start bouncing on it. He holds it mostly still and I start riding it, bouncing my ass up and down on it. Each thrust sends me higher on the pleasure-waves until my mind goes completely blank. He reaches his other hand around to grab my breasts. Nipples erect. I scream "YES" onto the dildo and a mouthful of spit drips out of my mouth as I press my head all the way onto it. My body seizes up and goes quiet while I ride the wave. I plop down all the way on his finger, forcing it all the way inside me and shake uncontrollably for about 10 seconds. Finally, my body relaxes again. One of them pulls me off of the dildo and pushes me down onto the bed.

"Messy little slut" Jason says. my face and chest were covered with saliva, all the way down to my belly. My thighs were covered in my cum. My nipples were still erect. Dresdin lightly slapped my face and pressed his finger to my mouth. My mouth opened instinctively as he pushed it in. I licked it clean. They got up and left. I don't think I could even process what just happened. I cleaned myself up and went to sleep, refusing to think about it.