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21F - my journey to explore my kinks on reddit so far
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818vianca is age 21
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• I've always loved exploring new things in life and it's been especially true ever since I moved out for my studies, met new people, tried new food and visited some nice places but something was missing. I'm your typical uni student having fun and going out although I'm pretty shy, I'm considered pretty good looking and think of myself as such. I consider sexuality as a pretty big part of one's life and I was lacking the experience, that's how I ended up lurking around Reddit. An inexperienced and willing girl lurking around the nsfw side of Reddit. It helped me discover my own kinks, learn about kinks I didn't even knew I had and I watched, I scrolled and I read all kinds of dirty posts. It made me horny, more than I thought it would, more than I could admit at the time. I already had a foot inside that ocean that Reddit is, I allowed myself to sink, slowly but surely. I became more aware about my own body, myself and others around me, I did feel like it was filthy sometimes but looking back now I was still pretty pure at that point. Life went on, classes, daily chores and every night I'd allow myself to sink further, clueless about what I was doing to myself, I just thought I was genuinely exploring my own sexuality.

• I was willing to explore some more and I looked for people to teach me more about some kinks, looking for roleplay partners and that's when I met master William, he reached out to me from a post and I could tell he did put some efforts in his message cause he caught my attention immediately so we talked for a while before moving onto Kik where we started role-playing, I loved erotica based around hypnosis and corruption and he gave me that, our rp was about a hypnotherapist slowly corrupting a university student (me!). I could tell he was more experienced and we had a little gimmick about how I'd let him lead the different scenes. then we switched to telegram cause kik is shit and telegram is perfect for sexting the whole rp thingy was so hot, I loved the rp we had and I could project myself in the character. We'd roleplay for hours a day, the horniness keeping us awake at night, I'd roleplay on my way to uni, while I was eating etc. It made me horny at all time, I was waiting for the next paragraph of our roleplay, checking my phone in class. When I was home I touched myself to it and it felt great, almost addictive. It even came to the point I went to the toilets during class so I could relieve myself. I wasn't particularly a sexual girl before, I didn't have a high libido per say, but I was now horny 24/7 and had to take care of it, just so I could focus on something else in my life. We had small jokes on the side of roleplay and it kinda turned into a casual friendship with teasing on top of it. He was such a tease and I let it happen because it was hot, I felt safe confiding in him about my kinks and so did he, we shared a lot of them. It probably was a mistake as he learned all the right buttons to press to get me horny and wet... I let it happen because it felt good, because I enjoyed it, because it made me feel so horny. Before I knew, I was now horny during the rp and during the casual conversations.

• we eventually got bored of roleplaying, almost burned ourselves out but that's when he proposed we try sexting, it wasn't bluntly asked, he knew I was willing to explore and he teased me a lot and eventually it happened, he told me how to touch myself and I did just as he asked, he was in control for the first time. The horniness got the best out of me, it made me feel so good, I came for him. He showed me porn, told me how he'd fuck me like those girls he showed me, I was hooked and my hands just obeyed his orders, teasing my clit, playing with it. I was ordered to cum for him and I did, he told me good girls do as they're told and convinced me to try being a good girl for him. I was such a horny mess it wasn't so hard to convince me, my pussy was doing the thinking. We stopped the roleplay and switched to sexting where he'd feed me so much porn, I was in awe, unable to think rationally has he had me in a constant horny state, he was so kinky, so good with his words, he made me into a kinky mess pretexting he was teaching me but really he was just using me for his pleasure, I knew it, I allowed it once more amazed by the pleasure waves my pussy and clit would send through my whole body. He made me edge and cum again and again, he made me admit how much I loved it, he made me say dirty things, he made me call him sir and I loved it. He was in control, it was his lead and I was learning to be a good girl. We cleared so much time for each mother, for the sexting it almost became our main activity, he'd edge me for hours as I made him cum, worshipping him, his cock that I had never seen. I was at his mercy, I made him cum 7 times in a day, my pussy was aching and I loved it. My pussy was addicted to the pleasure he'd give me and so was my whole body, all he had to do is order me and I'd be rubbing my clit until exhaustion or whenever he came. I allowed for it to happen, because it was some kind of one time fling right ? He teased me so much. He edged me so much I couldn't think straight, those feelings building inside of me, the way he'd build those orgasms for hours long and then stop me right before cumming, it was so hot. He made me squirt for the first time, my cunt was already addicted but now it was sealed as such, deep down I should've known it was now his...

• We eventually decided to stop the sexting because life gets in the way. we both were so much addicted so we helped each other by literally doing no fap just to get out of the addiction of porn and masturbation. i lost the challenge several times cause i was so much addicted and he still helped me get through it. after supporting each other we both became normal and went back in our lives by stopping everything. But was it really going to end like this?

• Well yeah it did, we went almost no contact from there, sometimes time gets in the way and we both had a life to attend to. I had my life back together but he opened a door inside my mind that would never shut down no matter how hard I tried. I came back lurking around Reddit once more, it was just for some small peaks... Right ? It was just for this once, this masturbating session... I had my hand on the door handle again, and pulled. I was back into this kinky part of me but I was in control this time, being a girl on Reddit has pros and cons and i found some hot porns here again to feed my mind and make me wet. and just like that i made a post looking for a dom for training me. it was so exciting for me and then master William reached out to me saying he found one of my post, I was looking for partners but I wouldn't keep the posts up for long so I wouldn't get flooded. He had contacted me because I had left some of my contact on and privacy is very important to me (horny me just forgetting about such things). We just had small talk and wouldn't talk much but he was back in my life. I knew I'd had some free time during January right after my exams and I wanted to explore more so that’s why i made that Reddit post looking for a dom to give me the real experience. Maybe some of you have read it, it has been well received and I've had some great feedback on it. I was looking for an owner, someone that would help me explore my submissive side which I knew was there. In that post I stated what I wanted, I'm still a pretty inexperienced girl and want to explore more, indulge into the dom/sub dynamic and see how deep I can go, that I want my body to be played with as well as my mind, corrupted, mind controlled, hypnotized, that I want to be completely helpless and submissive, I want to be trained. i received messages from so many people but i was scared on trusting them as a dom. and that’s when i thought i should ask master William about it, I hesitated but eventually send it to him but before he could even read it I deleted my post which i sent him as a message on telegram because i don’t want to use him for my pleasure, i thought he must be busy with his life and i should not distract him as well but I finally sent him the post, he only answered that it's a nice post. Sometimes I wonder how he can be so slow to get things but so smart when it comes to sexual things...

to be continued in part 2

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