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I had an online Dom once, completely anonymous, but over time he trained me to be so horny that I can be shaking just by thinking about sex for a couple hours without touching myself at all.
Though we never met in person, he got off on keeping me "out of trouble" as he put it, by making me edge for hours, but also kept me in chastity. Not in a belt, just kept me so horny and desperate and chaste that by the time he finally started instructing me to do things in real life, I couldn't say no.
I learned to go days or weeks without cumming, while he sent me porn or erotic stories to view. Audio files or emails where he would tell me to watch a specific video and give me JOI, or send me a list I had to work through without touching myself.
He'd make me stand with my legs spread just feeling my needy cunt dripping until I could distinctly feel it run down my legs. I got so desperate, that even though I was terrified, he coached me through so many new real life sexual experiences. One of the earliest incidents I remember is when he instructed me to pull my shirt down for a friend I had over and straddle him in a skirt. I then had to offer to let him suck on my nipples and grind against my clit with his dick until he came, but not allow him to penetrate. It was humiliating to cum over and over against his dick, but so hot I couldn't control myself.
He had me do quite a few humiliating things for my friends over the years. The more he instructed me, the more I agreed to do.
We never even exchanged pics, which somehow made it hotter. I've been thinking about him a lot lately and though I've completely lost contact with him, I figured I'd write this confession in honor of him. Thank you, wherever you are, for teaching me to edge. I haven't practiced in years and lost most of my control, but boy is getting back to it helping me get over my ex!
I just lost at 4 hours of edging myself. Time to try and build my training back up!
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