My first time sharing/writing. True story. (ENF)

We were at the beach on a huge family vacation in Mexico. I was 24 at the time. It's a big trip with lots of cousins, and in turn their cousins on the opposite side.

Mexico is beautiful and has stunning beaches however, some of those waves can be rough at times. I had a pretty conservative bathing suit on as my family is south asian. I'm 5'6, very big chested (40G), I'm not a small woman either, so finding a swimsuit that fits well can be difficult. I thought I had the perfect swimsuit for a day at the beach with the family. It hugged my body and held everything in place, covering my chest, stomach and ass - quite family vacation appropriate.

As we're in the ocean I noticed that the waves are coming harder and harder. Lots of the group started leaving the water and onto the beach. I'm a solid swimmer so I stayed out there with a couple others.

Eventually, the ocean was winning and I'm being wiped out over and over again, but it's still fun so we stayed out. Now it's just me, my cousin and her male cousin.

The waves knock me over and my breasts are completely exposed out of my swimsuit. I try my best to push them back in but the waves are too much. I get knocked over and keep standing up with my breasts out. My girl cousin has already receded to the beach and I'm left with her male cousin from the other side (in our culture we consider everyone family! But there’s no relation but you invite everyone on trips) quite the strong swimmer, surfer and isn't even phased. He's about 10 years older and he just can't stop staring at me…..but he isn't helping me either. I'm so embarrassed that I can't keep my huge breasts in my swimsuit, I keep trying so hard to keep them in, all while jumping the waves, but they keep popping out. I keep fondling myself trying to cover them. I'm praying that no one on the beach can see that my chest is all out. But, I know he can see my bare beasts.. in fact he was staring whenever I'd recover and look at him ... ignoring the fact that he was married & his wife and family are on the trip.

Once we got out of the water he felt good enough to tell us girls we should get appropriate swim wear eye roll

I consider him a good friend, almost like a distant cousin, even to this day and always enjoy his company at any big family events. We get along so well….

I always wonder what would have happened on that beach if it was just the two of us. Would you help me cover up? Or just stare and let me struggle?

It never felt like an erotic moment then, but looking back and thinking about it and the light flirting that takes place now…I always wonder.

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