I am 32 from London, UK. I am looking for a long term dynamic with something of a slow burn, at first anyway. While I am not new to the mental side, I do have limited experience with the physical, so I may require a slight easing in. However, while the start may be slow, I don’t want there to be any let up. I want my descent into depravity to be constant, unrelenting and inescapable, to build and build, continuously being pushed further and deeper, my submission growing exponentially under your guidance, until I resemble your idea of the perfect docile toy.

I like the idea of blackmail, certainly to begin with, to give both you & I the peace of mind to know that I am fully committed to this change with no means or desire to escape. To give up whatever information you deem most useful and have that used to enforce my compliance. To be trained and transformed as you desire. Over time, and with your insidious, methodical and deliberate training, I hope that the fear of exposure will instead be replaced by a need, an addiction to simply obey, submit and give in to your conditioning. Broken and trained and manipulated until I could not even consider resisting. Just the shell of a helplessly obedient cumslut for you or anyone you choose. The word no deleted from my vocabulary and left so horny, broken and completely submissive that I just react so automatically to your commands and actions and that cock you’ve just placed in front of me. My normal life continuing, unchanged to those on the outside, but behind the scenes you would know this was now simply a façade. You able to utterly control me at will and with a single word tear off that mask and reveal that addicted, ruined, husk just so desperate to please you in whatever way you choose.

I am open to men, women, trans and couples. Your authority is far more important to me than your gender. And if I were to be picky, ideally someone versed in training/conditioning who is looking for a long term project.

In terms of goals for my new life, sissification, cock addiction, free use and forced bi are definitely at the top of the bucket list, but I am quite open to suggestion if you have other ideas/wishes. I am receptive and enthusiastic to try pretty much any and all psychological training methods - pavlovian/operant conditioning, hypnosis, blackmail, cnc/brute force, gaslighting, psychological abuse, orgasm control, exposure therapy, repetition, pornography control, oral fixation, anal training, assignments/tasks, and I'm sure many other creative things you're yet to introduce me to. None are a must but I am open to all.

Speaking of, I also have quite extensive experience with hypnotic audio recordings and am now quite receptive indeed to certain triggers and files. I imagine some of you may be able to guess from my username some I found particularly effective. While the triggers are not quite magic (yet!) some can certainly put me in a much more submissive and compliant headspace while others help make me far too horny to make sensible choices on my own… I’m sure you could find at least some of them useful.

I want it to be a long term, serious and sustainable dynamic, rather than remain a mere fantasy, so I do have some limits and requests so that this can be brought into, and become my, reality.

Limits:

Anything illegal

Anything financial

Tattooing/Branding/Permanent Marks

Puke/Blood/Urine/Scat

Not too large an age gap with any partners (no more than 20 years)

Drugs/Alcohol/Needles

Partners must be clean

Unsafe sex (not necessarily using condoms, but if not there would need to be clean/have an std test/similar; but of course what happens to the contents of the condoms would be at your discretion)

Nothing that affects my work/business

Exposure to friends/family

Finally, I am married and in fact run a business with my wife, which I understand could be an issue as she does not share this fantasy of mine nor does she wish to explore it with me. I will still need time to complete work and, as I live with her, I cannot be available for absolutely anything at any time, particularly voice/video calls. That said I do still want my submission to be 24/7, I can reply to any messages immediately, can normally steal some privacy when needed and can usually be available for longer periods given some notice. I am also happy, even looking to perform tasks as demanded, watch any training videos, or perform some conditioning on myself, and of course provide proof of it all, to aide my training and conditioning.

Anything directly affecting my partner or exposing this to her is a limit, as is anything that she might notice immediately. Physical transformations like body hair removal may also have to be done in stages too, though I have started and am open to permanent change such as laser hair removal/electrolysis in this area. As a small consolation, we do have an extensive selection of toys, which while not necessarily bought for me, I have access to and can expand, should you feel something is missing.

I am also happy for you to use my relationship against me... In fact, should it appeal, I am more than happy to provide blackmail material to further ensure my compliance. I am more than willing to provide any photos you may wish to request, my partners contact details, or anything else you feel might be useful to ensure my obedience until you can truly break my mind for good. Not roleplay, but genuine blackmail so you know that I will neither want to or will be able to disappear or disobey you, without the most severe of consequences. If I were to do so, exposing me to my partner would no longer be a limit, in fact I would encourage it to ensure my unwavering compliance. You can be safe in the knowledge you have me utterly trapped and at your mercy.

I hope this might appeal and that you have a lovely day,

R