After going through a series of intensely inexplicable spiritual experiences, My faintly understood belief in the notion of soulmates, transformed itself into deep unflinching faith. Faith always transcends belief, And my faith seems to come from a part of me which is older than my body and mind. How do I know that? How can I be so sure of it? Well, the answer to these questions might need an evening's worth of commune.

But before we can get to that, Let's cover the basics.

Hi! I'm Advait. I'm a Screen writer, Digital artist, Spiritualist and a film maker. I'm currently working on a Docu-Series which deals with subjects like astral communication/channeling, the karmic cycle of birth and death, and the creation, sustenance and dissolution of the universe.

My work has led me to become deeply immersed in meditative practices like breathwork, Chanting and self-enquiry. These practices have opened new doors of perception for me and have allowed me to deepen my understanding of life and yogic energy.

I'm deeply passionate about the process of screen writing and making films. I love the intimacy of birthing life into a ficticious Cosmos. I also consider myself a selective cinemaphile. I absolutely adore the works of Coen brothers, Edgar Wright, Charlie Kaufman, Tarantino. I also love 80s trash horror comedies and psychological thrillers. One a recent note, I've been obsessed an early 00's show called dexter, it's high on my list of recommendations. I’m also have a passion for nature and hydroponic gardening.

Nough with the basics, Let's get to the specifics.

Part 1: The journey of soul

A certain part of my childhood has been emotionally exploitative, Spiritual literature and practices have helped me heal through the trauma, develop compassion and evolve my approach towards life to bring more health, joy, peace and presence.

Devotion is the primary food of my soul. And it drives my pursuit for health, success and spiritual evolution. Needless to say, I have strong faith in the notion cosmic intelligence, aka God. My faith has led me to witness miraculous experiences which've shattered my previously limited beliefs and have broadened the boundaries of my mind.

Spiritual pathfinders like ram dass and religious scriptures like Shiva Purana and Ramcharitmanasa have described similar metaphysical experiences, but being the direct witness of an indescribable spiritual event has a transformative effect on you.

Back to the specifics, I have a deep sense of longing to find my soulmate. This longing has groomed how I approach life and the validity of what I seek is felt in every breath I take.

The longing to find my soulmate has led me to refrain from dating, hookups and relationships. I seek the intimacy of souls, And the idea of throwaway sex, casual intimacy and dating apps have always felt alien and a bit obscene to me. The longing of my soul has a deep spiritual significance for me, It anchors my being and inspires me in my creativity. I would never do anything which would disrespect this longing and I have faith in the notion that my partner/soulmate would have also practiced sexual abstinence and would have refrained from relationships before our union.

Part 2: Shiva and Shakti: The Cosmic Breath of our soul.

I have a deep interest in the combined exploration of spiritual and sexual energies. This vision of mine has remained coiled within the shadows of my mind as I'm only motivated to explore these energies with my soulmate. My desire is to merge aspects of tantra and aligning kinks with the intense presence of our deep spiritual connection.

In the realms of Cosmic sexuality, I seek to explore and merge our coiled sexual energy. My longing is to channel your devine feminine energy of creation and merge our conciousness. My desire is to deepen the roots of our devotion and to create a unitive thread of conciousness through the exploration of spiritual and sexual energies.

The merging of spiritual Consciousness and sexual energy would intensify and broaden the reach of senses and transform the sexual play into trancendent Cosmic delight.

I also want to explore aspects of bdsm and ddlg channeled through spirituality.
When it comes to bdsm, I do not seek one-dimensional submission from my partner. Nor do I have any thirst for a traditional dom/sub dynamic.

What I seek is much more intense than trivial domination. I seek a deeper level devotion from my soulmate. this devotion would allow us to effortlessly merge the dimensions of sexual and spiritual energies. I wish to explore my darker energies with you, And to merge the darkness with the inner light of our souls.

This merging of energies is very delicate, holy and precious, And the resulting consciousness reaches the doors of divinity.

Part 3: Awakening, and dark night of the soul

I’ve battled a chronic illness for the past 3 years. The whirlwind of spiritual growth, metaphysical encounters and suppressed trauma which reflected my mind-body condition led me to discover the uncharted territories of my soul.

I began a self inquiry to find the underlying root cause of my dis-ease. I’ve discovered that our unresolved emotions and suppressed traumas have a certain energy field to them, they have a life force. If they’re left unhealed, they can manifest as a physical expression.

I’ve never really been someone who indulges in self help or new age school of thought, And I believe that mainstream spirituality doesn’t really have much to offer to our souls.

But the journey of my soul has led me to appreciate and integrate aspects of self help, integrative medicine for the soul and energy/trauma healing. the journey of psychospiritual healing has deepened my relationship with my soul and has inspired me to seek a soulmate who is in touch with her own inner shakti and divinity.

I've touched a glimpse of this soul/karmic connection during a meditation session. The quality of love, faith and devotion I felt from our shared Presence during this astral glimpse goes beyond my wildest dreams. (in this session) I also had an intuitive feeling that my soulmate is younger than me.

I can sense the absolute validity of this soul-connection and it continues to inspire me in creativity and life. That being said, I can only imagine the depth of spiritual, emotional and creative intimacy which would manifest as the result of this union.

My longing has led me to write this post, And the breath of my soul calls for your presence. If my words resonates with your heart strings, If your heart shares the same longing, And if you're seeking a long term relationship with Cosmic Implications, Hmu!