Hello everyone!

First of all, I would like to exclude what and who I am not looking for. I do not want contact with under 18-year-olds, other men, boys and transsexuals as well as multi-sex people. For couples, I don't want to communicate with the male part. I'm not looking for a role play here, neither short-term nor long-term. I don't want to escape into a role in a game, but to live out what's in my head. I'm also not looking for lessons or anything like that. No permanent discussion or narrative. I'm looking for a permanent chat toy, an online slave. To me. I am 45 years old and come from Germany. I have few limits, I almost want to say, only one. Minors are ABSOLUTE TABU!!! I am open to everything else. If I don't like something, I'll tell you. But I also demand it from you. Always talk openly if you don't like something. But most kinks are interesting. Apart from that, I am very fond of normal vanilla things such as tits, skirts, heels and less normal vanilla things such as humiliation, torture, bimbofication, body modification, deprivation, marking, whores, DD/|g etc. etc. I am very sadist, so be aware of that ;) Just to be clear, these are the things I like to talk about. I myself am over 180cm, strong, masculine. We both have a "normal" life next to the chat. Of course, this is a priority.

It would be great if you lived in about the same time zone as me. So EU. I myself come from Germany. But I don't mind writing to you anywhere in the world. So I'm not going to exclude a country for me.

I would like to own a fuck toy that I can decide on. A slave who dreams of it and who makes it horny to be used, even if it's online. In doing so, I demand absolute obedience and honesty from you. You should have no other owner next to me. Nothing but an object without rights, without borders, without a safe word, without the need for opinions or consent. Not only to serve as a set of holes for the tail, but also as a stress relief, as a canvas for spots and scars, as an instrument that can be played by ending each nerve with pain and pleasure. Something that can be broken without consequences and pushed beyond reason until it is used up and discarded. We start with you as a normal person with a family, friends, career and dreams. But with me you declare yourself willing to surrender to me and accept a simple life that brings joy in every conceivable way. You will be broken unless you are already broken. You will be transformed into a toy. To do this, you must be broken in order to then be rebuilt mentally and physically; be shaped, modified, marked and trained to be the best possible version of yourself. Every kind of objects and tools are used for this: the more violent, painful and destructive, the more I would like it. If you agree to body modifications as DIY projects, this would be a bonus for me. If this for the most part also fits your longing or does it sound fascinating to you, then let's exchange fantasies and ideas as well as discuss how you can become a piece of fuck meat from a normal person.

Who could you be? ONLY F 20 - 55 years old. You may be secretly searching misogynistic fetish subreddits? Maybe you fantasize about being objectified and treated like nothing but a nameless toy? Do you like how women are treated in videos like torture galaxies like pieces of meat, hooks, skewers and so on? If some of this is the case, "I'm a feminist, but..." is something you could say, or you have kinks and fantasies in that direction, let's talk about it a bit!