Warning, this is going to be long!

I tried going without this part of myself, but turns out I only feel complete when I actually have an owner. I'm fiercely loyal and aggressively monogamous, so I'm only looking for my one forever person. I live in the middle of nowhere in Central/Eastern Europe, so zero chance of finding someone local, I'm open to ldr as long as we can meet regularly and have a future together where one of us relocates.

I'm more interested in the dynamics of a D/s relationship, not really into pain. It can be part of it of course, because I really want to please my master and do everything for him to give him maximum pleasure, so a rough throatfuck, spanking, it all can be part of it, I'm not a masochist though. It gives me pleasure, because it gives him pleasure. I need a loving, calm presence that's guiding me and using me lovingly, praises me for my efforts, but has no problem calling me a slut or using me like a toy. Probably a daddy dom type would be ideal, someone who gets off on control as much as I get off on giving it up completely.

I'm very giving, want to do everything right and everything perfectly to please my owner as much as I can. I'm quite intense, when I like someone, they'll know it because I want to spoil the fuck out of them and adore them and worship the ground they're walking on. I'm really into tease and denial, forced orgasms, CNC, free use, nipple play, spanking, rough sex in general, mindfuck, anything creative that makes sex feel like a game we both enjoy playing.

Agewise I can go 10 years in either direction. I don't care about looks, my only requirement is that you have the stamina to absolutely fuck me senseless and that you value good hygiene and care about your appearance. As long as you're someone with a positive, warm, chill personality, playful, who gets excited about even mundane things. No bitter sarcasm, no angry men please, I'm into men who can experience and give joy and hope and are playful, silly sometimes. The most important thing is emotional intelligence. Another thing, have a decentish size, I'm not a size queen who wants giant porn cocks, I just enjoy struggling with deepthroat and anal for your pleasure. So as long as I can do that, it's fine.

I'm very into WoW classic hardcore at the moment, would love it if we could play together. Would be a nice icebreaker to level a duo together. I'm a therapist, passionate about affordable mental health for everyone, love old ships and maritime history, never drink or smoke but I like to enjoy shrooms from time to time in a moderate amount and ponder the wonders of the universe.

Now for the possible dealbreakers: right now I'm plus size, after a struggle with an eating disorder, but working on it, 22 lbs lost and counting! Would enjoy my owner overseeing my weight loss too btw. I do have a cute babyface and love to be feminine and pleasant to look at though. Also, I'm a single mother to an 11 year old, so if you're childfree, it won't work.

I'd like some normal conversation at first, would appreciate some photos (I'll return the favor of course). As I mentioned, I need someone close enough to make a long distance relationship work, or someone who isn't against relocating in the future. If you think you'd like to get to know me better, send me a message where you introduce yourself, just no generic copy-paste please, tell me something unique that came to mind reading my introduction. I love adventures and new beginnings, so exciting! :)