Dear Dommes,

I'll give this another try...

I'm 46 years old submissive man who wants to please. I've been doing mainly gym workout for about 2 months now, but my eatings and doings are starting to slip🙈.

Is it possible to find a strict Domme somewhere, who would like to control me and help me to find my missing self-discipline? I don't need awards, support or encouragement, but a demanding whipper for whom nothing is enough, no matter how well I do. Show me my place.

I wish I had to report to you my weight and, for example, my daily steps or my eating regularly as agreed. I would also have to ask you for permission to do things I like, where of course you would always be extremely critical of giving permission.

If I don't achieve the goals, it's up to you what should I do to serve you.. maybe you'd like to make me suffer and do humiliating tasks, ensuring my motivation in the future. If I manage to reach the goals, I hope to get some kind of "reward", but you give them preferably with a twist. However, I am worthless and I will never deserve real rewards. All this would me me try hard.. and that's the point.

I love Femdom, verbal humiliation and degredation, I enjoy bondage, pain (like CBT, nipple play), anal, chastity, edging and denial and much more. I have plenty of toys to play with. All this keeps me going in everyday life. Limits: Illegal stuff , heavy scat, and family members. I'm not going to show you my face.

It's great if you have experience with weight management or working out, but this can also be my problem to solve, not yours.

Of course this might sound like a long term deal and it sure is for me, but we could try shorter period as well, if you wish. I don't expect you to use your valuable time for me every day either.

I'm definitely looking for something that's not easy to found, but what else would you expect from someone as stupid as me.

My DM and chat are open.