You’ve kept these desires inside you for a while. Maybe you hoped they’d go away if you locked them up. But they haven’t. You don’t talk about them, because how could you? You’re a strong, independent woman. On the outside.
Inside, it’s different. You want nothing more than to serve the right man. Someone who deserves you, who will care for you and honor what you offer: yourself. You have a need to be on your knees, to be small. You want to give up control sometimes, but not to just anyone. No, you’re very selective. You want someone who is worthy of you. You’ll give yourself completely to that man.
I understand this, because I’m a man who knows how to appreciate that service. I feel the need to control in my bones, like you feel the need to be controlled. That drive to claim and own doesn’t go away, but it’s a desire that is difficult to satisfy. It has to be the right girl, the right situation. With her, everything becomes possible.
Of course, this will be sexual. What I want is ownership of your body. Your holes will be mine, when and how I want them. Your pleasure will belong to me. I will leave my marks of ownership on your skin, and you’ll wear them proudly. I’ll put you over my knee sometimes, not for punishment (because it won’t be for you), but because we both need that.
But it has to be much more than simply talking about fucking. I want someone dedicated to me, who needs to put herself in my hands. And more. Talking about the events of everyday life. Getting to know each other. Share your interests with me. I want to get to know the you that most people don’t see. And show you myself as well.
I’m in my late 40s. I’m married. You should be too, or otherwise in a relationship. Be yourself. PM to start.
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