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Hi, this is completely new for me, so let me try to explain what i seek. Its hard to explain as i dont understand myself completely.
I am a 36 year old female. I was married but now divorced. My divorce is the cause of me being here.
My husband had kinks, while i was prude and never did anything he wanted. One of his biggest kinks was about exposing. He wanted me to walk without bra, to go topless on the beach, to walk naked at home, …
I never dared anything and i Always refused. I was prude. The only thing that i had done because he pushed me, was having my hair laser removed, and now i regret it a lot.
Anyway, last summer he left me and started divorce. I feel depressed and alone. Maybe its a coping mechanism, but i want to turn myself into what he wanted. I want to try to feel exposed. I seek someone who understands my feelings and who wants to push and train me.
We can use pics and cam, but eventually i want to try in real life, so i need someone not too far, or able to visit each other.
Please understand that i dont seek just sexual encounters, but seek to feel the fear of loosing control and being seen. I seek someone who understands the mental aspect. Thanks
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