Remember the head-turning glances, the lingering eyes? But the years, those relentless years, have chipped away at that confidence. He used to look at you like you hung the stars. Every touch, every glance made you feel special and desired. But somewhere between the diapers and the mortgage payments, the flames of passion flickered and died. Marriage, motherhood, the weight of responsibility – they've left their mark. The mirror reflects a stranger: lines etched around your eyes, gray hair, a softness where there was once taut skin. And the attention you once had? Replaced with indifference, as if you were a mere ghost.

Still remembering the thrill of the chase and the intoxicating feeling of empowerment from being chased, you now have noticed that the tables have turned. You find yourself drawn to men years younger, creatures of power, vibrant energy and raw desire. You long to worship then, to lose yourself in the adoration of their strength, their beauty, their effortless charm.

But you don't have much to offer. Pathetic, old. Forgotten. You see yourself as inferior, unworthy, and neglected. Pain, abuse and degradation seem like the only kind of love you deserve. You'll do anything for even the slightest bit of attention.

And I am here to give it to you.

Physically, I stand out as tall with broad shoulders and a strong, natural build. I have brown eyes, short brown hair, and a neatly trimmed beard. People often describe me as quite attractive, but I'm happy to provide photos to verify these features.

I tend to be a bit of a loner with an introverted personality. Though I may appear serious at first, I'm also sociable. I would describe myself as charming, witty, and naturally funny. I've always been a great listener and excel at reading people.

I am married to my submissive. We have an open arrangement regarding kink and bdsm. And the type of person I am interested in is a beta girl with an interest in cuckqueaning.

I've been part of the lifestyle for over a decade. While I wouldn't consider myself an expert, I am pretty good at what I do. Balancing patience, care and gentleness with the capacity for roughness, violence and cruelty, aspects inherent to my nature. I am contradictory, and the same way I take care of whats mine, I like to hurt it and tear it appart.

What I truly seek is a genuine person, someone with a kind heart such as mine, but also a dark, perverted side. All the big words, TPE, 24/7, deshumanization, degradation. It will come. But trust me, first we have to connect. There's no need to rush. We have time, and there's no hurry. Let's take it slow and savor the process of discovering each other. I want to understand you, to learn what makes your mind tick, and crawl inside your little head. Praise you, hurt you, play with your dreams, insecurities and traumas.

So tell me a little about you. Pick my interests and let's verify. I look forward to hearing from you.