I'm not really looking for anything "dirty.." more r/momforaminute.. I don't expect a goddess.. and I'm not looking to ask for pictures of your toes..
You know what.. I'm not looking to just re-type my previous (deleted) sentiments, either..
I'm a submissive. I have a penis.. but I have always struggled to do "right" by myself.. I've always been submissive, in hindsight, despite what others could perceive of me.. I can do things for others.. I mean I do struggle to just accept "bullshit" from others in a professional sense.. and I still need "training" to do things like "giving head.." but I can do other things, mostly.. but again, I've never been one to do things for myself in the healthy sense of "being better." I'm capable. I know I am.. but for myself.. I just scribble ideas in various places.. and I never do anything more. I don't do "adult" stuff for myself.. I drink my time away because I can't handle reality.. so yeah...
I've tried to find therapists in the DC area.. any of the professionals I find that seem to fit "me" are "remote-only" and that's.. great.. I get wanting to be remote.. but.. I need in person for actual interactions to help me move forward.. but given that "remote" nature of most professionals, I need, at least, a firm hand guiding me to get to find them.. because when I think long term.. I struggle to justify that I'm worth it.. which is, again, why I'm I'm posting this..
I get it.. it's cyclical.. and it's "wtf" because of what I'm asking and seeking.. I just need help with which direction I take a step..
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