Hi, I’m 32f sub. Still a newbie to bdsm and looking for DD or Mistress. I’m a bit of a brat and needy most of the time. I’m demisexual as well. I can’t jump into dynamic immediately. It’s hard for me to submit to a Dom/me without building a common ground, trust work. I have bpd and cptsd. I have trouble with accepting physical touch so naturally I’m touch starved. Online/Ldr is perfect for me for beginning of the dynamic since I have bunch of triggers when it’s face to face.. My general kinks are breeding, rimming(receiving), anal play, cockwarming, impact play, edge play and so on and for my hard limits: anything illegal, scat(anything pee or poo), blood, permanent scarring, vomits,financial control, diapers/pacifier/feeding bottles, waterboarding, degrading/humiliation, silent treatment, (loud noises) and so on… I’m still figuring out my middle and masochist side. I need a stern (sadist) Daddy or Mistress to keep me in line but shows me affection and care. I don’t like getting yelled at or (!) thing in texts. It just makes me uncomfortable and I will run. I have a body dysmorphia, so there is that. Currently I’m putting my mental health priority and I’m on a break from work. I like to draw and read romantasy books. I mostly spend my free time with reading or playing with my cat (or drowning in coffee and chocolate).

I’m a shy person in general, in time I might get a bit more sarcastic and bratty. I don’t like being called good girl. We can always come up with names later on but I do like being called good pet(I have never done any pet play, I just like the sound of it).

I’m 5’2(157cm) and 143lbs(65kg) with short hair.

I’m interested in getting trained as well. Let’s be please nice and do not scare me off. I tend to run away. A lot.

I’m open to make sub/switch friends as well. Please do contact me and have a great day (I hope you find what you’re looking for) 💜