hi. i am a girl. i have had this fantasy for some time, and i don't quite know where it comes from. it is basically being locked away for 18 months in a man's home to be brutalized by him. i guess it first came from my "imaginary" (but oh so real) fuck buddy, james. he would say the word "brutalization" and i would become uncontrollably horny, begging him to show me his hands. i love big hands. i love being mind fucked. i love being a limitless fuck toy. i love it when you play with my mantras.

sometimes, i think i'm just spent. like im 30 and ive been in the game long enough that all the really good hypnotists are either uninterested in my previously-changed mind or they're simply too busy with their more naive subjects. see this is the thing -- i am not a naive hypnotic subject at all. i have been in trance with some of the most incredible men. they have changed me and programmed me so much. and i feel like this just makes it so the rest of them don't want to fuck with me. well, that is fine. i guess i'm used up and nobody wants to play with my mind anymore.

hmmm so i guess i will become a hypnotist. i would like to find a bisexual man interested in being MY toy. we would be switches, actually. and we would both go into trances together. i would hypnotize him while he entrances me. we would have a lot of fun with the exchange of control. we would need help being safe. we may need a babysitter. maybe another man who loves to fuck you and me together or maybe a woman who is dominant over us both. we wouldn't keep any slaves, we would just invite people in to be in control of us for our own sake.

i see you and i like twins. maybe we really know one another really well just from the get-go (but maybe it takes time to adjust). it is as though god put us together to fuck the world.

i peg you. i spend hours upon hours eating your ass and playing with it, fingering it. i lick your balls non-stop and beg for them. i beg to smell and lick your balls and ass. in return you brutalize me and we play in trance worlds together. you love being fucked in the ass by me and big hairy men. we both love to worship cock. we regularly engage with others, together, or apart.

if you can get down with this idea please message me. i am currently available to relocate to live in your home for the initial getting to know one another. maybe we can start a business someday. i dont know. but i will probably not have a job and i will live in your home. maybe you can help me get a job. i dont currently have one. i have about $800 to my name, a laptop, a vape, a nice pair of tits, lipstick, some weed. i travel light. bring me over. find that we are destined to be together. love me. never discard me. teach me. be my friend, my lover, my james. thank you for reading. i look forward to hearing back....