Have you ever sobbed so hard because you hated your body and face so much whenever you try something on? I know you all probably know how I feel. I'm sprawled out on the floor and my room looks like shit because I just threw my clothes everywhere. I feel like a child.

I genuinely cannot go out in anything right now, I look too pudgy, I'm bloated and my nose FEELS wide. I just have one of those body types that never look good with clothes at any weight. I genuinely feel the bloat and the fat on my face on my body being tensed up / expanding.

I have a circular and fat face, flat features as well as a double chin. I have a wide torso, hip dips, no curves at all and short legs.

I'm so sick of buying nice things and it being wasted on me because I look disgusting. I'm sick of wanting plastic surgery so bad but can't afford it because there are more important things to take care of.

I'm so tired of being like this, I'd give anything to not be myself.