I've been in kind of a rut lately. Nutcracker is coming up, but I just feel bad about myself. I love ballet more than anything and I want to become a professional so much, but I feel like I don't get enough class time (I take a two hour class everyday, not including rehearsals. Rehearsal days go up to three and a half-four hours, two times a week. On Saturday I have rehearsals from 10:30-6:00). I get really anxious and sad when I have a bad class, which leads to more bad classes, which leads to bad rehearsals, etc etc.

Basically, what I want to know is what I should do to get back in the groove/inspired. Also, do you think I'm taking enough classes? I go to school online, so if I really wanted to, I could take morning classes a few times a week at a different studio. Thanks for any help! :)