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This doesn’t seem right. I knew there were some downsides… but this often? I didn’t believe in entities taking over someone’s body till I witnessed it. 6 times. Peoples voice changing to a demon like laugh, speaking absolute gibberish, panting heavy and contorting their body, crying to get their soul back in their body.
It’s scary. It feels like this was intentionally done by the maestro. Like he gets a kick out of it. They just let them sit in with these possessions for the whole experience. Thrashing, cursing, writhing, demonic laughing for 4 hours. And I sit right next to them. Last night this guys possession was so strong, it started spreading to my two other neighbors. And they started puking and doing the same things he was doing like he was a ringleader.
This feels like intentional witchcraft more than it feels like holy healing. It sounds like he wants me to double up my dose so I can have one. And then it seems like he communicates with them afterwards like his little minions in some clicking, popping, smacking noise/language.
Is this normal? Should I leave?
Edit: Sharing an update. I am safe and sound in USA. I was able to leave. I felt in physical, emotional, mental and spiritual danger. But the biggest revelation is 1) do your research on the maestro and retreat, 2) trust your gut, stay holy and protected from your own willpower, 3) God and light is good.
Thank you and blessings to everyone here. I am not ready to talk about it yet as I am in a healing journey. They took us to 5 years old in icaros and then traumatized and manipulated that 5 year old in following ceremonies… healing now. All advice on the journey of healing helps and is appreciated. Love and light <3
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