Hello. I’m new to this Subreddit

So I’ve been planning to solo experiment with Aya for a while now, mostly because I was given this advice in a lucid dream.

I decided to go with a brew of Mimosa Hostillis and Syrian Rue.

While I’m sleeping the night before the trip I wake up and check the clock. Its 4:44. Now I know today is a good day and I continue my sleep till morning.

I have a light breakfast and start hot water infusing 10 grams of Mimosa and let it sit for a few hours while refilling the water. It’s on low and not boiling.

Around 6pm it’s been reducing for 8-9 hours and I remove the mimosa and heat the reduction one more time adding egg whites to remove the tannings while keeping the DMT. After the egg whites have been solidified I remove them and pour the remainder in an espresso cup.

I prepare a cracker with garlic and some mayo and pour 3.5 grams of Syrian Rye on it. Eat it and wash it away with water. Not a bad taste.

After 45 minutes I down the Mimosa which is bitter.

I start watching some fractals on YouTube and after 30-40 minutes I’m getting open eyed visuals. It’s like checkboards which are transparent but stacked upon each other. About 6 of them. The trip is pleasant up to this point and I feel my consciousness moving around in my brain.

Not 15 minutes later I’m whacked into an explosion of colors and patterns. Everything is Green and octagons are filled with deep dark purple. A robotic voice speaks to me but I can’t make out what it’s saying.

The trip continues and I vomit in a bucket which I placed out of precaution next to me. I lay back down and beg Mother Earth to fix what is broken inside me. I don’t know what is broken inside me. Am I broken ? Or am I always meant to be this way ?

I feel my neural network break down all the way to my eye sight and motor functions. I feel stonecold and weightless.

My neural network begins to rebuild itself and I can see the problem in my brain. A loop of thoughts. While I am bothered by it. Aya breaks my network down again and again. I now realize the trip goes in waves.

In a wake moment I try to make it to the bathroom but halfway there I stop and I feel myself fall down the floor. Yet. I’m still standing. Amazing

The trip goes on and on in waves and my thought loops become less and less. The visuals remain but stop after 3 hours or so.

I thank the universe and all that’s in it for this wonderful experience and I actually manage to fall asleep a few hours later.

It took two weeks after this trip to reconnect my brain and in that time I noticed things in pictures that my brain filtered out. I become more organized in the way I work and feel like an improved version of myself.

I don’t write trip reports but this experience was worthwhile sharing!