So...

I've had a suspicion that I might have AvPD for several years now and finally decided to do something about it last week. However, I move every 3 months for work so psych care can be problematic. I decided to use one of those weekly / monthly online psychiatrists and see what I can accomplish.

The first person I talked to read all my, "I think this is what I have and why." stuff and basically said they don't do cases like mine and sent me to another person who then said that I should get in-person treatment instead of online and when I explained that I'm not in that state because of work but that's my legal address for taxing and residency stuff said they couldn't help me.

My point is...

Have you ever gotten a job that forces you to move 4x a year to avoid being rejected only to pay to get rejected by two people in 37 hours? Because that was my beginning of this week. Oh well...