I’m not diagnosed with this but my psychologist suggested I might have avoidant and I really think I probably do after reading about it, I fit every single point. Even if not diagnosed, I need to fix the symptoms that I’m sure many of you also share.

Every job I’ve had I’ve quit or been fired because I couldn’t handle the social aspect. It kills me inside being around people that are friends and being an outsider who doesn’t seem to be liked or wanted by them. It makes me severely depressed and suicidal so I end up quitting the job or one time I was fired but I was on the brink of quitting anyway.

I also only lasted two months in university before being caught hanging myself and going to the hospital. All over not making friends and feeling rejected and like an outcast loser.

I want to be able to go to university and have a job but I just can’t with this stupid brain, i keep trying and fail each time. How do you get over this! Please please help me.