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The bar is so low, I can't even begin to describe it.
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All I know how to do is play video games, watch youtube and repeat the same things like a dumb monkey.

The past 2 weeks, I tried taking a course in computer science and I tried starting to learn Japanese. And all I can do is watch and wait for something to click in my brain.

There's nothing in me. No creativity, no self-sufficiency, no capacity for independent thought.

I don't understand how I've made it this far.

I'm scared. I'm terrified. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

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