Hey everyone. I would say love the support. Put a smile on my face knowing there’s people out there that care. I posted this note unfinished. Thinking this feed was inactivate. Should’ve checked before posting but honest I’m glad I did. 6/24 was the moment when the last faith I had it was gonna be okay. And it’s honestly hard to explain how life is going. There is moments we’re I’m at my lowest and moments I’m in hell..

Having the idea of sucide wasn’t my first option. Nor what I want but the fact I wake up every morning to debt. Sick family member that need but I can’t help myself how can I help someone else

I would say this to everyone I concern I’m okay. Thank you so much for nice, caring messages I needed it. I felt alone. I felt I was on a lonely path in this darkness and just having a little faint light at the end of tunnel exist

I’m still hurting and honestly the idea can’t go away, but I’ll keep going.

I love you ;